You cry . you curse and then you get up and continue the path , the battle , the road , the war .
Everyone has his own shit at the end of the day .
Everyone has a moment to feel shut down , I feel it everyday honestly but I keep standing .
Mental issues are stronger than any bitch.
I got the idea of writing from a hardship that I am currently living through .
It's like venting to me , I have no idea if I can write but here I am doing it and I will do it sincerely from the bottom of my heart .
So let me just start by saying things about me , I used to be a shy girl once or that's what I thought it was called until I discovered that it was not it . I was just quiet out of fear , fear of my father and what he can do to me .. OOhhh you have no idea what he did to me when I was a child oh boy , I think it is what is called now child abuse .. My dad is a military man so you can imagine how my life was when I used to live in the same house . I have never talked about it to anyone aside from the most beloved one but I'm just thinking that I can actually share it to feel a little relieved as this kept hurting me from I can remember
Not saying that I hate him or something but he is the one who got me to this point of self disappointment . He has a good heart but this part did not really fix anything eventually so you may find some of my writings a little disturbing or can give you a heartache in a way .
I will publish very soon :)
