3/17/20XX
I've been told I need to sleep. I can't. I don't want to. The nightmares come if I fall asleep. I've stayed up for 26 hours, 35 minutes and 44..45..46..47..48..49..50..
I'm tired. I can't fall asleep yet. Maybe if I drink more coffee I'll be ok. I'll beee...
3/18/20XX
The nightmares came back. I need a better plan to stay awake. I don't want to go back to that place. I don't want to watch Roman die.
...did he die?