First Move

February 2nd, 2018

"Felix, please talk to me..I'm sorry," He whispered to the redhead. "Stop apologizing. The only thing I need you to do is stop talking to me. What's so hard about not talking to me?"

"Please.."  by  this  time  the younger had tears filling is vision. Guilt was eating both of them but Felix was too coward to confront his feelings and open up. He's always been one. A stupid coward.

"Stop it," Felix felt tearing wanting to burst out. "Felix.." And god he hated feeling his heartbeat quicken from Jeongin calling his name out. They both felt so vulnerable.

Jeongin held onto Felix's hand and squeezed it a little. "You don't have to tell me anything.. I just want you back," The redhead shook his head. "You're making this so much more difficult than it is. Just stop Jeongin. Stop."

By now Jeongin had tears streaming down his face and sobbing. His head fell down to Felix's shoulder as he hit the older's chest. "Why are you doing this to me?"

"Go away," Jeongin shook his head. "I can't. I promised I would stay by your side no matter what." "Well break your stupid promise."

Jeongin felt himself break more. He looked up to the older's face and saw tears. His shakey hand went up to his fave and wiped the tears away. "I love you, and I let my anger show. But I could never be mad at you. I just needed you to tell me what was wrong.. I told you I'm here for you."

Felix pushed him away but Jeongin put his hands on the older's shoulders. "You need space? Fine I'll give it you but remember I'll be waiting for you. Whenever you're ready to talk."

And Jeongin left him standing there. Felix sniffled. He tried he really tried. But it wasn't worth it. It was never worth it to begin with.