This is something that most of us face but can't do anything....i tried to portray....if you are reading then you are free to share your experience about things and remedy....i need it 🥺
I was aware that I was on wrong track....
I tried myself to back off,
But things were so fascinating...
I couldn't resist myself to go with them...
I was aware I will regret in future...
But I was so addicted to them...
God!!
I just want to wash off all the things...
And want my old self back....
I was aware I was ruining my life,
But I couldn't do anything.....
I was helpless....
I was miserable...
I was vulnerable....
I was dying with the guilt of ruining myself...
Guilt of destroying my beautiful world
.. and entering into pathetic world...
I was aware, I was destroying myself...
I was aware, that I was leading myself to the failure...
sometimes I tried to free up from it...
But couldn't....i couldn't.... I lost battle in front of my addiction for them...
I was aware I had enough time to stop all the things but I surrendered everytime just after staying away from them for little time.....
