Fate

Heaven Is Where You Are

Bella

Wow, I've nothing to compare that to, but I'm guessing not all first kisses are like that! I'd asked Jasper if it was normal to want to rub myself all over him, I didn't mention that I also wanted to lick him. Thank god I'm almost seventeen because I don't want him to get in trouble; some of the thoughts in my head might just get him shot by my father. I never imagined this, not even slightly. Us always being together yes, but never really as a couple, that seemed unattainable.

I'm not ready to let go and I don't want to talk about any dangerous things, I want this and only this little slice of heaven. Then I remember about the spy and want to protect Jasper from him, but how? Without really thinking about it, I feel myself sliding my bubble over us both and not just me. That's better, I can feel that's better and I sigh.

"Darlin', what did you just do?" Jasper asks with a little awe in his voice,

"I'm sorry, I wanted to protect you. Did I do something wrong?" I say, hoping he'll forgive me,

"You did nothin' bad, in fact, you did somethin' real special. That's your shield darlin'?" he enquires while hugging me to him.

I relax and nod, telling him I call it my bubble and I've always had it. Well as long as I can remember, anyways. It stops me from having accidents and bumping into things. I tell him about the first time it really saved me. I'd fallen down the stairs, but never landed, I was suspended in the air six inches from the ground. I felt the floor with my hand and just stood up and found myself back on my feet properly. That was when I was five I think and since then I learned to push it out or pull it tight depending on where I was.

"You're amazin' do you know that? So now that we are alone and nobody can hopefully hear us, we'll get Edward to check that, but without him knowin' he's doin' it. Do you know what I am darlin'?" he asks with a little fear colouring his tone.

I nod again and explain about how I learned about the Quileutes and then when Sam became a wolf, it was obvious why. That if one existed then so must the other and that's when I knew.

"I don't care what you are Jasper and I've always known you three were different, just like I am. Now I know just how different and I don't love you any less, maybe more perhaps!" I tell him with complete honesty.

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Jasper

She just surprises me more and more every day. God only knows why I'm surprised because she is so damn special. But I need to take a step back, for now, she's not ready for a full-on relationship. I don't think I can be anythin' but full-on, when it comes to her. She needs to achieve her full potential, at her own speed, so I'll take my cues from her from now on. I've waited for this long, I can wait so more. Especially now I know she's truly mine and happy about it.

"I want to try a little experiment darlin'. I'm gonna text Peter to run by here with Edward, to see if he can sense me here with you, okay?" I ask her and she says to go for it.

Ten minutes later I feel my phone vibrates, they are almost at the bottom of her garden. I can just sense their emotions but her shield has muted them for me.

"Wow, that's a powerful scent, that his girl Peter? Four heartbeats, but hang on only three minds! Well more like two and a half, her father's is sporadic and slightly unclear, mother and brother normal and then nothing else. It's as if she's not there" Edward says in a confused voice.

"She's there alright, look up Edward" Peter replies and they both see Bella wave to them,

"How she doing that if she's blind?" Edward enquires; unaware she can hear him,