Shorts

The stars the moon and Peace

🔴Trigger warning self harm and suicidal behavior
There i Sat looking up to the Stars, i felt the blood running down my Arms, i felt the tears of my boyfriend droping on to my chest , i felt the cold Night air on my Body and more and anything i felt Peace, that Peace that i hade craved for so Long i finaly hade found it, „you know its funny, for years i have imagined this Moment the Moment wenn all the pain would finaly have an end, but i always thought of it as an finale Moment of pain on Last try from Life to get a finale hit in you know? I wouldnt have thought that it would be so beautiful, i mean the Love of my Life,the wind, the grass beneath my body, the Stars the Moon, what more could i have asked for?" i looked up in the Face of the Boy i loved, i saw the hurt in his eyes, „stop crying my Love, your the strongest Person i know, your beautiful eyes shouldnt be crying because of me, i don't deserve it", „please don't leave me, ... you promised please" „im sorry my love,its funny 'cause ive alway dreamed of me and you know here we are staring at the Stars, i just broke youre heart, Even tough i promised id Never do That from the start but i gues we can only make it so far cause Time wasnt in our favor, this isnt Good Bye this is symply see you later" and with That i let Go, and let myself finaly drived away into the calming warm darkness.

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Well That one turned out interesting don't you think😅
I have no idea how i got that idea, i was just cassuly Running my Playlist at 2 am because i couldnt sleep and there Comes this song, the First in half an our that isnt Metallica, skillet or a depri song (the Song is cault Teen years and is from Jenna Raine) and realy out of know were i get the idea for this short😅
Don't ask my brain sometimes makes no sense well that's it from me for know so see you in the next one I guess😅