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Oh these eyes

There was this Girl, she was tired, Not the kind of tired you know, but the kind of tired that doesnt wanish no mater how much you sleep, that kind of tired that keeps you from getting out of Bad in the Morning, but she kept going, for years she kept going no mater how hard it got she kept going she never grumbled or complain, nobody saw how hard it was for her to make the next step, until one day she slipped and couldn't get back up, in that moment she decided, „no I won't, i won't get back up, not this time, I can't and won't keep going like this" and from that moment on her only goal was to finally get some rest, and she tried, time and time again she tried, but every time she was almost there, every time she finally fought she had done and she would finally get to rest something went wrong, if it was a person that walked in and stopped her, her dog sensed that something was wrong and kept here from doing it or if she did something wrong it never worked, four long years and uncounted tries later, she did a mistake and somebody noticed, and suddenly everyone acted as if they cared, as if she wouldn't have given them enough hints over the years! „If they really would have cared they would have noticed sooner, but know? No! Know it is to late!" Or at least that's what she told herself, and no mater how many people told her „its going to disappear" or „its going to get better" she didn't believe it, instead of realy trying to take the help that was offered to her she just planted the next try, and this time it was going to work,that would she make sure! But than only one or two weeks away from her next deadline it happened, she came in and there she saw it, a face that burned it self into her memory, a smile that was beautiful but that also hid so much pain and eyes, oh the eyes, they were a mixture of the Blue of the sky on a hot clear Summer day and the grey of a mighty thunderstorm total opposites dancing with each other like old friends, and behind that she could see fear, hurt but also love, and caring. And in that moment she knew she was completely at the mercy of that frightening person, she knew that one word of that person and she would swim an ocean or climb an mountains and so as not long after wenn that same person ask here if she wanted to go out with them she couldn't help but say yes, it didn't matter that she promised herself that nothing would stop her al that worries that she had didn't mater, and that exact same was it wenn she looked them in the eyes and promised them to not leave them as long as they still wanted her to be around them, it all just didn't matter