BROKEN GAY

Where the nightmare began

I always knew I was different from others ever since I was 4 I always loved playing with dolls,painting my nails pink and wearing dresses but when ever I did my father would snatch it out of my hand and say "This of for littles girls you are a boy now act like one" every time he said that it broke my heart but it all changed. One day I was playing with a doll baby I bought with my allowance for $1.50 he saw me playing with it and went crazy he threw the doll baby across the room took me by my hand and tied me down to a bed and went into his vault I remember what it looked like it was a tall black,smooth, and the code was 4523501 he put his hand in and took out the longest whip I ever seen.He turned to me and said "This gonna hurt me more then it hurts you son" Then he started beating me and started screaming "SAY YOUR A BOY NOW" all I could do was cry I tried to say it but my words got jumbled up but he kept screaming and beating me saying " SAY YOUR A BOY NOW YOU WHORE" even though I was bleeding and screaming and was begging with the little bit of words I could say I finally said it. "I'm not a girl" but he didn't stop he kept doing it and then he pulled down his pants and said " You deserve this" and he pushes me against the wall and raped me i know you might be wondering where's my mom w'all all this is happening to her son well she's dead she died w'all giving birth to me on May,1,2003 I wish she was still here  I have so much to say but next thing I know he pulled me outa my thoughts and threw me to the floor and said "You you damn slut your no son of mine "