Decapitated

Mental

It has been three months since my family have been dead and Briana's family can't cope and they are putting me into a three week rehab program... Well at least that's what they said to me..

But thats not what they did they have put me in to a mental hospital for all the retards who have been diagnosed with weird disease but it's not that easy and I am sick of the f*cking place already, I can't believe they would do this to me it's not like I tried to commit suicide or anything... Ok so what I tried to kill myself, big deal... It's not as though anybody gave a sh*t anyway, even Briana tried to give some heads up about staying out of here like
. Eat your meals
. Dress nicely
. Go to church every Sunday
But bull bloody sh*t I am sick of this f*cking place nobody understands what I am going through... As if any of these people know what it is like to walk in and see your parents and siblings heads cut off and sitting on the coffee table looking at the door when you walk through into the house..
I don't care if there are worse situations in the world everyone should be paying attention to me. IM THE ONE THAT SUFFERED HERE NOT THE PEOPLE WHO GOT BROKE. INTO OR THE PEOPLE DOWN THE STREET THAT HAD A CAR ACCIDENT AND KILLED SOMEONE IT F*CKING STUPID....GRR!

At least I have one true friend Amanda, she has come to visit me twice in visiting hours yesterday she said " I'm really sorry they did this to you we don't when your going to get out here or if you even will, how did this happen to my 13yr old best friend... You don't belong here.. All you need is someone to care for you and have a shoulder for you to lean on. I wish you could come and live with me"
That's when she had it the brainstorm of all things that was great she spoke to her mum and she got me out of that mental hospital for a day and took me shopping.... I hadn't been to the mall since the incident... Briana's mum wouldn't let me, she said it wouldn't help my cause...
But her Amanda's mum bought me some new shoes, clothes and jewellery, it was amazing.... After that I started to get my sanity back and within a couple of weeks I was back to my old self, except for the hole in my heart.