Ilang linggo ko na siyang iniiwasan kahit na nasa i-isang bubong kami. Well siya na mismo ang nag adjust sa guest room siya natutulog, sadyang pag maliligo lang pumapasok sa aming kwarto.
As i observed he's trying his best kahit hindi ko parin siya pinapansin making some efforts, cooking my foods with love! Well nag s-start na ang pag lilihi ko.. kaya medyo mahirap dahil nga hindi kami nag u-usap.
"S-sandro, what if mag hiwalay--" hindi paman din ako tapos saaking sasabihin ikinagulat na niya agad iyon at nag salita.
"No.. never" aniya saakin at napa-kunot ang kaniyang noo
"I'm not yet finish! What if mag hiwalay muna tayo ng bahay? I mean i'll go back to manila nalang muna.." paliwanag ko, hindi pa naman kasi ako tapos masyadong atat.
"Ahh.. b-but i can't live without you hindi ako sanay ng hindi ka nakikita please love don't do that to me" aniya saakin at lumapit ngunit pinatigil ko agad ito dahil hindi pa naman kami okay.
"P-pero mas makakabuti saatin iyon" pag pupumilit ko sakaniya ngunit mukhang hindi naman ito sasang-ayon.
"Love, please just ignore me basta wag ka lang umalis please i want to see you everyday. I want to take good care of you, kahit huwag mo nalang ako pansinin just don't leave" he said and pleased.
"I'll think about it" saad ko at lumakad patungong pool area para mag pa hangin muna..
Nag stay lang muna ako sa pool area at halos nagulat pa ako kila jelai..
"Bakla!! I missed you" aniya saakin akala mo naman hindi kami nag kita nung isang araw.
"Oh! What are you doin here?" Pag tatanong ko sakanila, dahil wala manlang pasabi.
"Hehe surprise visit! Here's some of your favorite foods" ani ni diane pero pinakuha ko muna iyon saaming kasambahay.
"Ano okay ka naman ba? O-okay na ba kayo?" Pangangamusta ni jelai saakin
"U-uhh o-okay naman.. pero hindi parin kagaya ng dati" saad ko sakanila
"Hmm wala ka namang ibang plan?" Pag tatanong ni diane saakin kaya nag taka naman ako, anong plano naman iyon?
"Anong plano naman?" Pag tatanong ko sakaniya
"Like hindi ka mag mo-move ng place?" Aniya saakin
"Hindi mo naman plinano ang divorce?" Dagdag ni jelai sa usapan
"Ahh.. actually wala akong balak hiwalayan si sandro, pero hindi ko pa talaga kayang kausapin" sagot ko sakanilang tanong
"That's good! Hmm it takes time naman din kasi ang mahalaga ay ayos ka" saad naman ni jelai
"Y-yes and i don't want naman na maging broken family kami! And hell no, hinding hindi ko ibibigay si sands sa babaeng yun" saad ko sa mga ito
"Well tama ka naman kawawa naman yang bata.. and go girl! Ipamukha mo doon sa Haliparot na babaeng yun na hinding hindi mapapasakaniya ang nag iisang sandro!" Saad naman ni jelai saakin
"In ten years from now, I want to see myself loving the same person I loved today. And si sandro yun" saad ko at ikinangiti naman nung dalawa
"Aww! Lucky sandro to have you!" Saad ni diane
"But i'm luckiest girl ever" saad ko at ngumiti "Kaya nga i'll fight for us" i added
"It's better na mag pakatotoo kayo sa isa't isa, than to be perfect one" saad ni jelai
"Believe that everything is going to turn out for good" saad ni diane
"I overthink because i notice everything" saad ko dahil iyon naman talaga ang totoo. "But still my love for him will never fade!" I added
"We'll be supporting you, kahit ano pang plans mo sa buhay! We're always here okay?" Ani ni diane at niyakap ako
"I know you are a strong enough kung yung dati nakaya mo. So ngayon kakayanin mo uli" saad naman ni jelai kaya ending nag group hug na kami.
"But! Best advice is mag usap naman kayo like deep talk yung ganon?" Saad ni diane saakin kaya napaisip naman ako doon.. kung dapat ko na bang kausapin si sandro bout our issue.
"I'll think about it!" I said and smile at them
"You know, it's bad for the baby pat na s-stress ka kaya you should be extra careful huh!" Paalala ni jelai kaya naman tumango-tango ako.
"You give the best relationship advice!" I said to jelai
"But why are you single??" Pag tatanong ni diane
"Coaches don't play" she said and winked kaya nag tawanan kami dito.
"Gaga ka talaga, p-pero i was thinking about.. what if kausapin ko si kayla?" Saad ko at ikinagulat pa nila iyon.
"Seryoso ka ba!??" Natatarantang tanong ni jelai
"Oo naman" saad ko
"Hay nako! Mag lubay ka nga Arianna Cassandra" pag suway nila saakin kaya tumahimik nalang ako.
Umalis pala si sandro sabi nung aming kasambahay kaya nag stay nalang muna sila jelai for awhile.
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"Ano bro! Are you guys talking to each other na ba??" Matt ask me, and tapped my shoulder
"Earlier we talked, but she told me that uuwi nalang daw muna siya sa manila.." i start ranting to my cousin
"Oh no.. so what's your decision?" He sounds so worried
"And hell no, it's a no for me. I want to take good care of her and i want to be by her side until she gave birth." I said
"Bro, everything has a right place and time" he said "and everyday is a new chance to try again! I know you can do it" he added and smiled
"I know.. i know so that's why i'm trying everyday to make her bati na, but i know it's hard for her side" i said and painfully smiled.
"Sometimes the bad things happen in our lives put us directly on the path to the most wonderful things that will ever happens to us. Let's say for example your baby!! Well it's not an example it's true naman" he said and caressed my shoulder
"Y-yeah, some bad chapters will bless us with a beautiful beginning and it's our little one on the way!" I said
"Much better if mag usap kayo you know a deep talk!" He advised
"I'll try my best, because she kept ignoring me." I said and felt sad at the moment
"We are all human, we are dealing with things. We are all fragile wether we admit it or not, i always got your back cuz!" He proudly said and even give me a manly hug
"You are a good listener huh! Thank you so much cuz" i said and tap his shoulder
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Hayran Kurgubook 2 of "I'm his private Girlfriend" February 13, 2022- May 7, 2022
