(Tw: ED, ST, Hate, SH, death threats) Songs I recommend listening to while reading: I love you: Billie eilish Get well soon: Ariana grande Lovely:Billie eilish & Khalid Can't wait to be dead: Finneas Show and tell: Melanie Martinez Read, vote, comment, follow, and request if you want:) (Enjoy 💘) (A/N-also their sisters)
Billies pov:
So lately I've been noticing some changes in Y/N. For starters, she's in her room all day. Not eating the way the used too. She's not looking like herself. She's not talking to anyone. And lastly she's been posting some depressing shit. Everyone is worried sick about her. I've been wanting to talk to her but I'm scared she doesn't wanna see me or talk to me. *Goes to Y/n room*
Y/N's pov:
I'm laying on my bed when I hear someone knock on my door. "What"? I say in an annoyed/sad tone. "It's me Billie, can I come in"? " Why"? " I just wanna talk that's all". "Ok I guess". "Thank you". I don't say anything except look at her. She walks over to my bed and lays down next to me. And says, "Hi, I just wanna talk to that's all. First of how are you feeling"? "Like fucking shit". I say in an annoyed tone. "Look baby I came here cause I wanted to check on you. Is that ok"? Once again I don't say anything except nod my head yes. Billies pov:
The thing is I want her to tell me what's wrong. But I don't want to pressure her and make her feel like I'm forcing her. But I also wanna help her. "Look I'm not gonna force you to do anything. I just want to talk . Can you do that for me"? "Yeah". "Start when you're ready baby". "Well as you know I have an eating disorder". She says and I nod. "Well I've been getting hate a lot of hate about me being fat and not looking like you. And that I should just kill myself. And that caused me to stop eating like I use too. It caused me to have suicidal thoughts. Attempt suicide. And me self harming. "If you don't mind me asking besides the hate why did you do it". I say on the verge of tears. "Because I didn't wanna be the disappointment of the family. I didn't wanna make the family seem so sad. It felt like no one loved me anymore. Im lonely. Also you and finneas are hella close and I didn't wanna break y'all's bond". She says in tears. I hug her and say. "Y/n you're our little sister why the fuck wouldn't we want you here. We love you". I say crying. "Plus mom and dad would fucking flip if they found out their baby dead. Don't worry about what people are saying about you. You're perfect the way you are. And don't you ever let someone tell you different. I love you and dont you ever forget that, ok"? "Ok, I love you too". She says hugging me tight. Y/N's pov:
I've been waiting to get that shit off of my chest and the fact that Billie stayed and listened to me. Made me so freaking emotional and grateful that I have her in my life. "Thank you for listening to me and not pressuring me". "You're welcome baby. Are you all good?" "Yeah". "You wanna go downstairs with everyone else, you don't have to if you don't want too". "Yes I wanna go." I say smiling. "But before we go, swear to me that you won't put yourself through that again. I'm here if you need me". "I swear I won't put myself through that again. And thank you again Bil". "You're welcome". She says kissing my forehead.
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WHATTT!!! I LUB YOU SO MUSHHH (I'm so cringy)
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A/N:But fr if you're going through something pls talk to someone that you trust. And don't take that extra step and doing it to yourself. I love you💞
