Locked Up (Athena)

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Nagising ako nang wala sya.

Naiiyak ako akala ko pagkatapos nun magiging okay na kame gaya ng dati. Inantay ko sya baka sakaling bumalik pa sya kase condo nya naman to. Pero ng mag alas otso na.

I knew. Hindi na sya babalik.

He'll come back, because he loves me, I know he loves me, he told me he loves me. He'll be back and when he's back we will be happy again, he'll be my mahal again. He'll be back. He loves me.

I hoped and hoped. 

Days passed. I was still hoping for us to be in each other's arms, saying I love yous to each other, ignoring the world and just being happy together like we used to. 

Pero sobrang sakit na. Nakikita ko sya nagpopost sya ng kung ano ano sa fb nya. Him with some girls. Iba iba. Mga pictures na tinitignan ko lagi at pilit kinakaya. 

Pero bakit ba ganon? Iba na sya. Hindi na sya yung Jacob na minahal ko ng sobra pero sya pa rin yung jacob na di ko kayang iwan. Boyfriend ko pa din sya. Hindi pa kame break. 

Binaling ko na lang yun atensyon ko sa mga pictures namen

Us happy.

Me and jacob being sweet.

Miss na miss ko na sya, his hugs, his sweet words, the way he brush my hair with his fingers, the way he called me mahal, the way he looked at me, I miss Jacob. I miss my Jacob. I miss my mahal. Please come back.

Gusto kong magmakaawa sa kanya, na itigil nya na yung mga ginagawa nya. We can be happy, I can marry him. Bubuo kame ng pamilya like we planned. 

Napaupo na lang ako sobrang hina ko na. I need his comfort. Sya lang ang nakakapagpatahan sakin, pano na ngayon? Hindi na ba ko titigil kakaiyak? 

Lord please help my Jacob, I love him so much.