I stared at him intently as if I was disgusted with what he had done again. Well diring diri na talaga ako sakanya.
He stared fondly into my eyes, terrified that he would touch me again. Wala ni isang araw na hindi ko malaman sa iba na may kinakalantari nanaman siyang iba but even if he did that, I just couldn't leave him.
The first time he flirted with me he still treated me well pero habang tumatagal he wanted me to be tied to him hindi inaalintana iyong mga kagaguhang ginagawa niya.
Nagulat ako ng bigla niyang hinila ang braso ko agad naman akong napaiyak sa sobrang sakit ng paghawak niya .
" Fuck let me go doon kana sa mga babae mo tutal sarap na sarap ka naman na sa buha- " I stopped talking when he suddenly slapped me. Agad tumagilid ang mukha ko sa ginawa niya punong puno nanaman ng luha ang mukha ko.
" You're annoying me again, Genevieve. There is no other day that your mouth will always annoy me when I come home " his voice was so calm that he seemed to be used to this fight, while I was suffering again.
" Nasasaktan ako Theros ano ba please " pag mamakaawa ko
" Why are you always like this pag bibintangan mo ako tapos kapag nasasaktan nanaman kita iiyak ka fuck!" patuloy siyang nag mumura hanggang makarating kami sa kwarto namin.
SINUNGALING! sanay na sanay na ako sa ganiyang linyahan mo!
I glared at him punong puno nanaman ako kani kanina lang ay maayos pa naman kami but when I found out that he was with a woman earlier, my blood heats up with what he did again.
" Aren't you tired of accusing me everytime? " his voice was still calm, he sat on our bed and made me sit on his lap at ako naman ay iyak padin ng iyak dahil sa sinabi saakin ni Ksenia.
Ksenia is one of a friend na pinag kakatiwalaan ko and I will never doubt what she said to me.
" Kasi totoo naman na nambabae ka nanaman kanina " sigaw ko sa mukha niya. Agad siyang napahilot sa noo niya at nagtitimpi nalang talaga siya saakin.
He stared into my eyes before wiping my tears.
" Wag mo na akong gagalitin ulit Genevieve, I always loved you and you know that" napapiksi ako ng subukan niyang halikan ang labi ko. Agad nag bago ang itsura niya at pinisil niya ng mariin ang bewang ko.
" Son of a bitch! , you really make me angry baby" napatili ako ng pabagsak niya akong itapon sa kama.
I stunned when he turned my back on him before slapping my ass hardly.
Wala akong ibang ginawa kundi umiyak ng umiyak sa sobrang sakit ng pagpalo niya saakin. This is always his way of punishing me when I raise my voice with him.
Nagsisigaw ako ng mas nilakasan niya ang pag palo natigil lang ng huminto siya saglit.
I slowly turned my head to him and I was even more frightened when he suddenly removed his clothes from somewhere.
I was afraid to climb towards the headboard of our bed. Mas lalo lamang akong natakot ng unti unti na siyang lumapit saaakin wala nanaman akong ibang nagawa ng hilain niya ang paa ko baka kung ano nanaman ang magawa niya saakin kapag pinang gigilan niya ang katawan ko.
He was not my first. He also didn't get my virginity and until now he still tortures me because for that reason, he found out Judson that my ex-boyfriend had devirginized me noong mga panahong hindi parin
kami okay dalawa.
