it still feels like november
i can't believe it's already march 14th
hell, i'd even think it was still the first week
i'm not doing as much as i should be, everything's just slipping out of my hands
maybe if i got of my stupid ipad but everything else makes me feel like shitwake up at 11:30 feeling like a bag of shit
no way shut by bo burnhami want to read more
i like reading
especially things on socialism it's so interesting to me
ideologies and their flaws and what they could be
politics suck ass but it's interesting to learn on socialismi want to get better at drawing too
i can't get myself to do anything
i feel fat
i hate my body and myself and i don't know what to do anymore
swimming hurts me because of scars and dysphoria
every other sport my mom would make me too dedicated forwoohoo ❤️❤️💞❤️💔💔💗💗💗💗💖💖💗💜💔💔❤️❤️❤️💗💜💜💖💞💞
also wtf