Chapter 21

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Rosalina's POV:

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"Do....Do you love her" Casey asks quietly.

"Y-Yes but...what if she doesn't love me Casey what if I'm just another good lay" i say looking down at my shaky hands.

" "You have to stop letting him control your life Rosa" Casey said "I know but-l" "No Rosalina in tried Of you running from something good you Deserve happiness Rose...I know you've kept on a mask ever since Ella died but I can see right through you I see the way you look at her....you look at her like she's the only girl in the world I see the sparkles in your eyes when you talk about her" i sit in silence letting Casey talk. I know what she's saying it right but his words left a deep wound that I don't think i can Stitch

"I don't know how to love anymore Casey sky needs someone who can express there feelings and I can't do that" she sighs and leans over the desk and grabs my hands

"Yes you can. You see how easy it was if you can express your feelings to me you can express them to her....just please don't let Michael stop you from being happy... even if that means facing him again okay" Casey says with a little smile before getting up and walking out my office.

Four years ago I came out as a lesbian my parents didn't like that so much  they made me marry a man a couple months after telling them they said it was to keep my company running and without a man in my life my company will fail but I knew it wasn't for my company.

on my twenty fifth birthday I got married everything went smoothly for about two years until I got tired of trying to pretend that I loved him so one day I had enough and I blurted out that I didn't love him he didn't take it very well and ended up being manipulative and abusive and when he found Out I was a lesbian He became more manipulative and abusive I eventually ended up getting away from him two years ago I called the police one night after He beat me there was a trail they put him in jail her was sentenced to five years in prison and 8 months of probation for Domestic violence, Domestic abuse he was also charged for some other crimes he had done. His words that he used to say to me made me how low self esteem for awhile until I built my esteem back up but his words still Linger in my head from time to time. I've tried to divorce him many times but he never signs the papers I've been battling him with divorce for what feels like forever but In reality it's only been two years I just want it to be over but I know it'll never be over unless I face him again which I'm dreading. But I have to if I want sky I have to and for sky I'll do anything I wish I could just run up to her and tell her how want I want and need her i don't know how to express my feelings but for sky I'm willing to try but I need to Handel Michael first.

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I Yawn stretching my arms above my head my eyes droop with tiredness i close my lap top before grabbing my purse under my desk walking out my office I look to see sky's desk empty walking into her office I look on her desk to see a paper I read the paper and my heart drop𝒔.
"𝑳𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒐𝒇 𝒓𝒆𝒔𝒊𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏"   I read the tittle out loud to myself trying not to let the sadness take over me. Walking out the building I say bye to Casey and so other works before getting in my car.

Driving in silence down the New York City instead of taking a left toward the street my house is on

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Driving in silence down the New York City instead of taking a left toward the street my house is on. something clicked inside of me and I took a sharp right driving down the street towards the prison pulling into the parking lot I reach towards my glove apartment and grab a stack of papers before getting my ID and walking into the building.

The security guard standing at the front door asks for my ID I give him my ID with a straight face before walking in I check in with the lady at the front desk and wait in the waiting area they call my name in the  back I grab the stack of paper before going in the back I sit on the hard seat and pick up the rusted phone and put it to my ear while looking at the person in front of me

























"Hello Micheal" i say with a straight face

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