How painful it is to love you, while not being able to fully touch you. Your fingertips, I feel them softly moving from one shoulder to the other, trying to ease the pain that is haunting me forever. Oh why do I have to be like this. I am a man that forgot himself, a shadow of my past that I'm not allowed to recall, but why is it that everytime I look at you, I feel at home. You take care of my problems and you also don't mind to help me when I'm in need of it, so I can't help but wonder
,,How do I deserve you, Sage?''
You would smile at me and take my hand. Tighten your grip as if you wanted to tell me that everything is going to be alright. But how can I be alright and in joy when I know that my love for you is bound to fade just the same as me someday. How could I possibly declare my love when fate has it's own plans for me. Just the thought of it, it was enough to make my heart beat thousands of beats faster. Is it normal? That's something I don't have an answer to. What I know is, that you bring me happiness and joy so all I want is to cherish every moment with you, to enjoy every second that I'm foolishly taking for granted.
,,Omen, what are you thinking about? Do you mind telling me?''
I look up to see Sage in front of me. Kneeling down, holding my face with both hands so that I'm not able to avoid her gaze. I can't help but chuckle slightly.
,,I think about you and it makes me happy, you know. It feels like I don't deserve that happiness and the peace I feel with you. Like I don't deserve you.''
,,Omen.. be assured, everything we do together, every moment we spend together, all those things are something that I enjoy and you deserve. Life gave you many obstacles to come over with and even now we are bound to the agency and a mission. But be assured, Omen—'' the black haired Agent walked behind me, embracing me while she talked soothing words to me. ,,No matter what might happen or still lies in the unknown, we will always be together and I will make sure that every single second will be worth it.
A sigh escapes my mouth, filled with desperation for that cunning Woman behind me.
,,Sage, you're driving me crazy. I wish we could kiss.''
I hear a chuckle.,,Well if you so desperately want to touch me, show it in another way..''
A gasp, a heartbeat unable to calm down..
,,Sage–‚''.....
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Variety Oneshots (Smut/Wholesome)
FanfictionFor you, loves. A couple smut or wholesome Oneshots. They are mostly about Valorant or Genshin Impact and some Animes i enjoy. feel free to make suggestions ;) [English is my second language, so if you notice any mistakes I'm open for help in correc...