enemies to lovers

part 1(TW)

y/n- MOM I am going to be late see you after school. you scream running down the stairs you weren't going to be late you were actually going to 30 minutes early but your mom didn't know that she's been drunk your whole life.

~at school~

 you meet you friends at school you all start talking for awhile

Rue- yo congrats man

Elliot- yea bro congrats

you were so confused everyone was saying congratulations but why so you ask your friends

y/n- why is everyone saying congratulations to me?

Maddy- have you not seen your moms instagram post?!

y/n- no why i never look at her posts

Kat- bro your mom is having a baby 

you just sit down and look at instagram and think

(in your head) omg dad left whos baby is this does cassie know DOES LEXI KNOW lexi would be so upset but i was not about to cry not there at least but once you got home.

~after school TW mention of self harm~

you get home and go to your room you just sit down and start crying why is she having a baby its fine just cassie lexi and you, you were the youngest 13 but you acted older then all of them.

you go through your stuff in your dresser until you find your blade you didn't know if you were going to self harm or not but you knew for sure that if you did your mom would find out and you would be in deep shit. but you didn't care you started carving not you wrists people would find it there but  you shoulders were always covered so you didn't have to worry there you put band aids on your cuts because they were bleeding pretty bad and put your shirt on you and lexi were gonna go to her boyfriends fezco but you didn't want to go but she said i had to meet him 

y/n- ok ill go but if you say anything about this summer i am going to kill you

you were in a mental hospital for your summer and hated every bit of lexi knew you weren't clean be she still loved you even more then your mom she was your mom she took care of you it is going to be hard when she leaves for collage though you are sad about that part but you know its for the best

Lexi- no i won't say anything

y/n- you better not i would cry so hard i don't need anymore of the town knowing

no one knew just your family but you felt like everyone knew

~at fez's house~ 

you guys walk in and you were already overwhelmed with how many people there was now this boy was starring at you making you more nervous you look a your shoulder that was covered in blood because your cuts were bleeding through the band aids 

(in your head) shit shit shit everyone can see is that why he's starring at me 

y/n whispers- hey lexi do you have a hoodie i could borrow 

lexi whispers- no i am sorry 

y/n- its fine

(in your head) FUCK

you start tearing up but you know if you start to cry right there everyone is going to see and make fun of you but everyone is starring at you now looking at your cuts you can feel it 

fezco- here y/n take this he hands you his hoodie 

y/n- thanks 

you almost start to cry on how nice they are to you 

ashtray- who the fuck is this

fezco- this is y/n lexi's little sister she's only 2 years younger then you

ashtray- why the fuck she cry so much

fezco- ash but nice you fucker 

ashtray- fuck no you see her

*Lexi realizes why you need the sweater*

lexi-Y/N YOU PROMISED ME YOU WERE SOBER

y/n- can we not talk about this here 

lexi- no because if we talk about it at home mom will find out

y/n- you knew i was not sober

you say in a shaky voice because your holding back tears

lexi- so you come to boyfriends with a bloody shoulder

y/n- i put band aids on

lexi- roll up your sleeves 

you roll up you sleeves and take off you band aids lexi looks at your cuts they were really deep

lexi- omg y/n come here *she hugs you*

you start to cry and fez goes and gets you some better stuff to clean you up