you still felt heart broken even though you two were not together you felt betrayed you started getting high every night Gia did not like you having to sleep in the same bed as ash but you didn't care you still love ash he let you have you favorite hoodie of his because a lot if your blood was on it and that was the only one Gia didn't want you guys would fight every night until this one night when she took it too far
Y/n- leave me alone you dumb bitch
Gia- no
Y/n- fine wanna play that game I am down at least my sister isn't a drug dealer
You said that know that's not a hard subject for her
Gia- oh yea well at least she's alive
She said that because you had a twin who had passed away from an overdose
~flash back to your twins funeral~(you were crying during all of this)
Y/n- well, you only need the light when it's burning low only miss the Sun when it starts to snow only know you love her when you let her go only know you've been high when your feeling low only hate the road when your missing home only know you love her when you let her go
Gia- and you let her go
Suzie- starring at the bottom of your glass hoping one day you'll make a dream last but dreams come slow
Y/n- and they go so fast
Gia- you see her when you close your eyes
Y/n- maybe one day you'll understand why
Gia- everything you touch surely dies
Y/n- but you only need the light when it's burning low only miss the Sun when it starts to snow only know you love her when you let her go
Gia- only know you've been high when your feeling low
Y/n- only hate the road when your missing home only know you love her when you let her go
Suzie- starring at the ceiling in the dark same old empty feeling in your heart cuz love comes slow
Y/n- and it goes so fast
Suzis- well you see her when you fall asleep
Gia- but never to touch and never to keep
~back in real time~
Y/n- because I loved her too much and i dived too deep
Fez- only know you loved her when you let her go
Y/n- only know you've been high when your feeling low only hate the road when your missing home
Fez- only know you loved her when you let her go
Gia- and you let her go
Ash- and you let her go
Y/n- well I let her go
Gia- you killed my best friend
Y/n- I did not I loved her she did it to herself
Gia- you are the dumbest person ever
Y/n- I am a dumb teen girl I eat cereal ramen and monster idc abt the government and I really need a hug I feel stupid ugly pretend it doesn't bother me I am very strong but I'll fuck you up if you mention my sister
Gia- oh boo hoo
Y/n- Gia I am going to fuck you up plus ash I thought it was supposed to be you and me always forever
YOU ARE READING
enemies to lovers
Fanfictiony/n X Ashtray (there is no sexual activety only kissing and cuddling)