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Bill's POV

I wake up thinking I must have dosed off for a couple minutes.

"That was an interesting dream?" I say to myself as I once again pick up my mother's broach.

Are you done now? Drama queens the both of you. Now explain to me what 'I've truly failed you' is referring to Billiam.

I stare wide eye at the broach in my hand... "How? Aren't you dead?? Is this the last stage of insanity, I wasn't expecting this not gonna lie. I'm hearing my mother's voice from her favorite broach"

Sense you're not going to answer my question yet, it happens to run in my mother's side of the family, remember when I always takes to my bird with the red earring? You couldn't hear anything but chirps but that was my mother. At birth we are givin' something that if we are to die we'd go into it an stay for our children. I loved birds so I attached the earring to them. Much easier an looks less weird to talk to a bird then a earring. I was going to do this for you but your father put a minor spell on it to keep me for talking I had to wait till you were powerful enough an held the broach to break it...I wasn't expecting it to take this long though.

"I'm sorry mother I thought I lost in not realizing I left it here." I say apologizing yet still trying to wrap my head around the whole situation.

Well what can you do I'm just happy you were strong enough now Billiam Cipher answer my question, What did you do.

An with that I know I could like but I have the strongest feeling she'd see right through them all...she always has. So I tell her everything, the deal, the insanity, Weridmagadon's failure, and the penalty. I can't see her but the broach heat up in my hand making me drop it in the bed.

Billiam...I know you've always been strange an childish but YOU'VE NEVER BEEN THIS MUCH OF AN IDIOT. YOU DID ALL THIS DESTROYED YOUR OWN HOME TO....to get ugh I want to be more angry at you but I'm just disappointed at you...and myself I should have told you, but your father was a very convincing bastard.

I was standing hunch over looking guilty for what I've done, an the lift my head at that last part. "What are you talking about mother? What did...f-father do?"

The light on the broach dimes an she stays quiet for a moment then speaks again in a very hushed tone.

I've known where William is Killen told me, I needed your father's help to get him but he refused saying it what's best for him being alone out there something will form there eventually an maybe he'll finally grow a back bone. He'd threaten to kill you an William if I didn't leave him be...I wanted to tell you but even if you some how made it there you wouldn't be able to come back I was selfish an wanted to keep you sense Kill saw me as a weak mother who did nothing but give him hopeless memories he'd rather forget. I wanted to keep one of my babies but in the long run I ended up hurting them the most.

I don't answer I stand the back stiff in shock...she new where Will was all this time, father left him there knowing everything about the place. An Kill smiling knowing I was stuck in a corner needed power pushed me on the road to insanity.

"I... could have gotten Will back centuries ago!?"

DON'T GET RED AT ME SON, CALM DOWN THIS INSTANT!! YOU A WILL HAVE SIMILAR STRENGTH, I KNOW YOU'D TRY TO GO BY YOURSELF!! YOU. NEED. HELP!! IF YOU WANT WILLIAM BACK! YOU'VE BEEN BLINDED MY SON!

"I WAS WORST THIS IS THE SANESS I'VE BEEN SENSE 1ST ENTERING THE NIGHTMARE REALM!" I fire back at my mother still yellow heeding her warning appropriately.

YOU DID WHAT!!?

Here we go...

"I'M A GROWN DEMON, AN I WAS ONE WHEN YOU DIED, AN MANY YEAR'S LATER WENT I DESTROYED THAT FUCKING PLACE, AN MANY YEAR'S LATER WHEN I TOOK CONTROL OF IT I WAS STILL A GROWN DEMON!! HAHAHA! AN I HAD FUN TAKING OVER IT TOO! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!"