My story

Heartbreak, sadness and drama.

So I got over my crush stayed away from bully and carried on with life . But as soon as everything felt alright something else happened . At home things were ok except my dad suffers from depression and I carried in being bullied by step mum at my dads I always feel just the babysitter to my 4 year old sister the house at my dads is small and u get no Space there's no where I can go to get away from my sister we share a room. Sometimes you just need somewhere to gather your emotions . Luckily I only go to my dads 2 times a month the rest of the time I live with my mum who I adore but she gets tired a lot as she has a thyroid condition meaning she had to take medication for the rest of her life , she does really well though . So back to school I stupidly fell for another boy but this time he was my best friend ! I told my bestie Dan who in English decided to ask him out I still don't exactly know what he said I guess it was a no but a boy found out and tormented me about it Dan said to my crush it was a joke he believed it but the boy overheard and told him it was true I liked him. The boy was awfully mean about it I cried again and while crying the boy laughed . But my crush was so nice he understood . For a long time I liked my crush but got over him like all my crush .My emotions were a mess at that time I'm always feeling ugly fat I compare myself to other girls i do always seem happy but inside I struggle sometimes . I am glad I have the friends I have especially jasmine she practically knows my life story already . I felt low because most of my friends had boyfriends and I didn't they didn't most of their time with them and I ended up feeling sad but not saying anything . I had Dan my bestie but we kept arguing. I found out a lot if my friends had self harmed all my friends were depressed but I felt expected to make them happy but I couldn't I was having problems of my own . I always felt I had to give people advice but had no time for advice for myself . It was a mess