I Can't Do This

Here It Goes

Vanessa pov;

How could my best friend in the whole wide world get someone, like Niall to ask her out. I'm not saying she's not pretty it's just, I mean really I'm the boy expert.

She doesn't like One Direction but, she gets asked out by Niall Frickin Horan, and I'm stuck on the side line. I've been a Directioner since the beginning.

Winter is pretty,nice but it's just not fair that Winter gets to date him because, I asked her to go with me and Megan to the airport, She bumps into Niall,and I get taken to the security but, that's because I wanted some of Harry's curly locks.

I kind of dozed off I yawn turning my head,Winter still sleep. She probably thought i was sleep last night because I dozed off.

I look at the clock 10:22. I'm gonna wake her up loudly, because if she thinks I'm a cute little sea turtle, wait until I....*scream*.

Winter wakes up and, Started running around with her ears plugged and looking at me oddly.

I did it because 1: She called me a cute little sea turtle.

2: She's going out with a guy I've been fancy ever since the X factor days. That sucks but, Winter is kind,beautiful,and non-Crazy fan girl. That's good enough for me.

Winter pov;

"Ughh, why do you always do that. I mean really I never had enough sleep ever since mom and dad died Vanessa" i snapped at her. I didn't mean to i just so annoyed that she does that.

"Ok,...Ok, Im sorry just please,please don't talk about your mom and dad......It Hurts" she said with tears in here eyes.

Every time I talked about my mom and dad, Vanessa would tear up.I know, weird right but, I start crying when she does. It's like a chain re-action.I even remember what happened to them.

---------FLASHBACK-------------------------

"Winter, honey were going to the park. Would you like Vanessa to come?" she asked knowing I would want her to come. "Yes please" I say in my 7 year old voice.

We stop in front of Vanessa's house. "Vanessa, ohh Vanessa" i said so loud my dad had to cover his ears. Vanessa came running, she got in the car and, we drove off.

Vanessa started jumping so, i did to. My dad turned around and told us to stop but, he turned around really fast because he was driving.

Vanessa and I kept bouncing, he turned around again and......*Bam* we crashed. I turn, i see Vanessa her leg is bleeding and a white bloody bone sticking out.

I past out , next thing I know I'm crying because, the doctor told me my parents were dead but, my friend just had a broken leg.

Vanessa Sister,Megan takes care of us ever since. There parents we usually don't see or talk about.

Megan can't make the right disissions any more. She has a boyfriend that hits her, she won't take my advice. She usually gets advice from my mom.

I started tearing up at the thought but, I hold my tears in because I don't want Vanessa to see me cry.I give Vanessa a thoughtful smile and hugged her and gave her a kiss on the forehead.

"Vanessa,and Winter why are you hugging and crying. Where you guys talking about Ashley and Nick. I told you to stop doing that." she said with a very concerned face, but she knew how it was for us.

"Were fine. Meg can I ask you something?" I said crinkling my eyes up.

"Yeah sure, anything Winter, What do you need?" she said smiling fake. Every since she got that boyfriend,everything about her changed. She used to smile for real,but now she cuts her wrist,and cries every night.