Silent Love [A BDL & JLM FANFICTION]

Prologue

JLM

"That can't be! Fuck it. Are you sure you checked it thoroughly? It can't be her! Alam mo naman ang mga paghihirap ko para maiwasan siya tapos ngayon babalik?! Pinuntahan pa 'ko rito?! Anong klaseng kagago-han 'yan?! She's freaking crossing the line here, I swear!" I didn't even realize that I was exaggerating. "Bullshit. J-Just check it again. Your eyes must been mistaken,"

"I'm not, Jhoana. I'm not mistaken nor my eyes did. Hindi ako tanga para paniwalaan 'yon sa isang tingin lamang. I did a double-check at ganoon pa rin talaga. I guess it's true then," my Secratary said in calm and even sighed.

That's... Ridiculous!

"She can't be here, you know!"

"But she just did," sabi niya at kinalmahan ang sarili. Ano meron sa kaniya? She's just calm and whatever while I'm here, rambling.

"Bullshit,"

"Language, Jhoana. Nasasanay mo na yata ang pagsasabi ng 'bullshit' and it's not cool." pake niya ba but whatever! Palagi niya akong sinisermon eh nakakalimutan niya yata ang boss dito.

Tangina lang bullshit.

Umuwi kaya ako ulit? I have money pero negosyo nga naman ang pinoproblema ko. Wala na akong lulusotan. I dealed with it kasi akala ko ito na 'yong kalayaan ko. Sisirain lang ba niya lahat ng 'to?! Baka isa-isahin ko sa kaniya ang mga napagdaanan ko para lang hindi na kami magkalapit!

I went through this lame shit because of her. She made me do it and I hope that she could at least figure it out but she did nothing, instead she followed me all the way here. Lord naman, akala ko ba hindi talaga kami? Eh bakit ganito? Tama pa ba 'to?

I am already happy and in peace. I got everything I wanted. I... I didn't ask for more. I didn't ask for her like never——! Wait, I maybe did but that was a very long time ago. Like, ages, maybe?

"Oh——I hope I am not interrupting," one of our staff said. 'Di ko ulit namalayan na may tao na rito at pinapatawag ako. Of course I'd knew right away if it is that staff. Siya lang naman ang inuutusan palagi ng mga magulang ko.

Duh.

"Pinapa——"

"Bruh, I know," I stood up toughly. I'm tired, freaking tired and the news I received earlier increased my tiredness even more!

I hate my life. I wish I could stole someone's fancy life and live with it. Ayoko na nito.

I was about to leave the office when the staff was already outside but then my Secretary grabbed my arms before I could get away far from her. I looked at her grip.

"Akala ko ba naka move-on ka na?" her teasing smile and aura came back. Sabi ko na nga ba eh. She wiggled her eyebrows.

"Wish I did,"

"Luh," her grip on me slowly faded. The shock on her face was evident. Hmm. "N-Nag jo-joke ako, J-Jho. Seryoso k-ka ba?" tuloy-tuloy niyang panginginig.

"I wish I could say I'm joking, Anna," it faded completely and so I was free to move. My features changed softly and I gave her a geniune smile one last time.

Worst is, I'm telling the truth. I never moved on.

(A/N, Anna is just an extra:))

She has taken a big part in my life and I could never think of moving-on with that thought. But moving here somehow helped me. But after all, I am still thankful to have her before.

She was a big help. It was a mistake of mine of developing a huge feelings for her... I know. I'm crazy for liking a best friend. Sabi kasi nila, nakakasira ng friendship kapag aamin ka kaya in the end, hindi ako umamin and kept all the feelings on myself. I could say it was hard and regretful but... However, I had no other options to choose.