Silent Love [A BDL & JLM FANFICTION]

SL : 2

BDL

I woke up with a headache.

Great.

I am literally preparing for this day because unfortunately we will have a training later and this headache just ruined it all!

Godness, did I drink that much? I was drunk that much?

Oh wait.

"Wala na kami, ma, pa'no na 'to. Ilang oras pa lang ang nakalipas namiss ko na siya ng sobra. Gustong-gusto ko siyang balikan pero tinutulak niya ako palayo. Ang sakit no'n. She told me to leave and that... she doesn't want to see me anymore, not even a glimpse or what! I.. I hate myself for making her feel that way. I love her. I will always love her. She was the one but why..." Deanna drunkily said and made a drama.

I feel pity towards her. She nor Jema don't deserve it. But what can we do? There is a saying, 'Sundin ang isinulat ng tadhana'. If that is their destiny then that's it. It's just so sad. They shared so much memories that will be missed. They loved each other, they really did but... sadly, tadhana had decided to break them apart.

Isn't it so sad? What if it happens to me and Jho, too? In the future, I mean. I would die if it happens. I couldn't even afford to lose her for hours or a day and to break us apart completely? Nah. That won't do.

"You know what, don't force Jema. I'm sure she has a reason deeper than what you mentioned earlier. I'm certain that you are not the only one who's having a hard time right now. She must be a mess right now, too. It was hard for her, too, maybe. She loves you. That's for sure,"

"Reason?" Deans scoffed. What? I'm just saying. Besides, it could be true. "If she really do has one, she would tell me right away! But she... She didn't tell me, Bea. She went on it right away as if it won't give a pain to my dear heart! There is an option, Bea, always. I told her we would fix whatever problem we're facing and we'll sooner face. But she did not. Fuck. I was so broken when she said that, Bea. I even wished that I did not hear it right. God, what did I do?!"

She yelled all over the place but luckily, the music was too loud that people can bearly hear us yelling and drama.

"Maybe you cheated?" it was not a tease, I absolutely asked out of curiousity and she reacted not much.

Guess, she didn't. But I'm also curious on what has gotten into Jema to do that? Maybe it's personal but I'm somehow drawn to their sudden break-up, so I want to know. I hope it's not what I think. It would be a loss.

"No. Shit! Why would I do that?! She's the one I love! She... is my future! Goddamn it. God knows how I treasure that girl."

"Deanna," she faced me. "Don't develope a hatred towards Jema, okay? We don't know. You know Jema's not really into vocal. She chose to keep it on herself and I think it's for the good, too. We have a different point of view and preferences. Calm down, okay? She's probably going to open up to you soon,"

"How? She had cut off our communication already, Bea. She won't even want to hear my thoughts and opinions on that time. She left me. Fuck. I can't even bear to handle a thought that she's leaving me and she just did. What the hell is going on?"

I can't blame her, too. But I'm siding to the two. I'm being fair. I don't do biases.

Deanna then cleared her throat and I took a whole sip on my wine. I couldn't feel a taste of it anymore. I guess I was too broken with Jhoana that I'm already too numb to feel any emotions.