Professor N.R

-Speak Up- Part 4

I held onto the doorknob un sure as to what I will see, so I knock.

Three thuds hit the wooden door, I hear her voice say

"Come in"

She had her feet up on the desk reading student files, and she wore these glasses that turned me on.

She says

"Mon Cherie to what do I owe the pleasure of your presences"

I smile and say

"J'ai une question"

She smiles and says

"And what might this question be"

I swallow hard and say

"Food"

She stopped looking at her file and became serious, she put it away and says

"Did you not eat again- for how long... actually I want to see you eat something in-front of me"

I smile at her protective act, she says

"Come on I don't bite... unless you want me too"

I smile and approach her closer, I sit on the corner of her desk and watch as she stands up towering over me, she places both hand beside my waist and leans closer, she stares into my eyes leaving me a mess down there.

She comes close to my ear and whispers

"Eat"

She gently kissed my ear leaving me giggling due to the tickle it made me feel.

She pulls away and says

"What would you like"

I rest my hands on her waistline, she says

"Come on now don't be shy"

I was locked onto her boobs that were staring my way, I say

"I..."

She takes two fingers and lifts my chin to face her eyes, she says

"Eyes up here my love"

I bite my lip causing her to say

"God you look amazing today"

She leans in and kisses me, I widen my legs allowing her to situate herself between them, she grabs my ass causing me to moan into her mouth, I cup her face pulling her into a deeper kiss that turned into a make out.

She slipped her tongue in causing a chain of saliva to form when she pulled back, it breaks and she says

"Here"

She backs off leaving me a wet mess, she smoothie out, she says

"Take it slow ok baby"

I take a sip and swallow, she rubs my back gently as I drink it like a baby while my mother looks after me.

She says

"That's it"

She pulls it from me and says

"Take it slow not all at once"

She then kisses me and says

"Mmmm"

I smile and say

"Have i told you that I loved you yet"

She smiles with teeth and says

"You have, especially after hot steamy sex"

I then began to swing my leg without realizing it, I grab the drink and take another sip, Nat then places her hand softly on my thigh and says

"Is everything ok"

I nod yes while looking into those sharp yet soft forest green eyes.

Lunch was about to be over so i hop off the desk and kiss her, as I began to walk away she pulls me from behind and holds me waist, she leans her head on my shoulder and says

"Don't be late"

She kisses my cheek as I take the smoothie and go to her class.

I walk in and take my usual seat in the big class, I pull my stuff out that's needed for this class and text Madie saying

"I hope your up right now but go shower ok"

I close my phone and hear the door open to the one and only Miss R herself, I take another sip of the smoothie and put it away, she begins class as I follow what she says word by word.

My stomach began to make noises, i ignore them and continue writing notes, i then felt nauseous at a long growl, I held my mouth shut and rushed out of class causing heads to turn as I run out of the class. I SPEEEED down the hall to the bathroom and into a stall, i lock the door and open the lid and throw up, I held my hair back as the smoothie came up again, I puked into the toilet then flush, I sit on the stall wall and sigh, I thot I was getting better, I sigh and say out-loud

"Fuck my life"

I curled into a ball holding my feet and crying, I hated myself for what I do, my stomach causes the worst pain of my whole life and distracts me from my daily tasks.

I kept sobbing and heard the door crash open, I heard Natasha yelling

"Y/N!!!"

She then banged into the locked door, she says

"Let me in please"

I unlock it letting Nat come in hugging me tight, i cried into her shoulder, she held me so close it gave so much comfort for my current state.

She shushed me and says softly

"I've got you"

I squeezed tight saying

"I'm sor-"

She says

"I swear to god you better not be apologizing"

I smile and let a nervous laugh out.

She says

"Let's get you cleaned up"

She walked me over to the sink and says

"Come on"

I took water into my mouth then swished it around and spat it out, she took a paper towel and wiped my mouth and cheeks, I looked into her eyes and say

"God I love you"

She says

"I'd kiss you but you just puked"

I laugh and say

"I know"

She kisses my cheek and says

"Here"

She hands me gum cleansing my mouth if the gross taste, she then says

"You feeling better?"

I smile and nod yes, she then kisses me and says

"I love you so much"

I smile and say

"I love you so much more"

She smiles and says

"Now, I let the students have almost a week full of work so I dismissed class but they are aloud to stay in the class so would you want to come back to my place?"

(What will happen at Nat's place? I don't know but find out next, and tighten your seatbelts for next chapter is the drama chapter)