I Can Be A Better Boyfriend ✅

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He walked up to the coffee shop slightly nervous,they haven't spoken  over 3 years ago.
Old memories washed over him from years before.

"So how have you been , good I guess?"

"I've been okay."

" That explains it , you look fatter than normal.

"Maybe the weights have lost weight idk but I sure do my best ."

"You didn't try hard enough obviously, look around you don't be blind or you'll end up like mom and dad ."

"You don't deserve to talk because you were never there."I had to drop out of school and work two jobs just so they could send you to college and also to help pay the bills.While you knew what I was going through and still slept with my boyfriend In my dormroom untop of my bed ."

"That wasn't my fault , can you stop blaming me for everything,  grow a thick skin and be a man for once ."

"There it is coming out, I hope all your relationships turn out like mom and dad's since you are their joy and  pride the same people I sacrificed my hopes and dreams for that didn't give a shit about me ."

"That's not my fault either."

"Nothing isn't your fault, you were always selfish and self centered, big sister my ass, I would rather die than be associated with you .

He ran out of the coffee shop ,making his way back to his car . Sighing as his back came in contact with the front seat only now realizing how that part of his life still haunted him . Always eating away at his soul , like she ate away at his chances and achievements,  and all his former Hope's and dreams , because always for her he was forced to give away a little piece of himself.

I did it once and I'll do it again.