I like older girls, I don't know why, me and Jennie have been on and off. She's not my girlfriend or anything we actually sleep with each other and not speak of it. We didn't have a label on our relationship and it was great. Well for me anyway.
Currently, for this past couple of weeks or so, She's dating a guy called Mino. I don't really know how long they've been dating for but all I know it triggers some sort of feeling inside of me. I don't like Jennie and Mino together. He's a friend of mine too. When I say friend, I mean it very lightly, I'm only friends with him because he thinks me and Jennie are friends so we talk to each other time to time.
The best label to put on me and Jennie is friends with benefits. Whenever her and Mino fight she comes to me. It hurts. Her and Mino are all lovey and cuddly and I watch. My close friends know what's going on between me and Jennie so does Jennie's friends but everyone else thinks we're just friend. I really believed me and Jennie could be something serious but because I love her so much I was scared to actually make her mine. It's crazy how she made me scared. I mean only because it didn't work out with us, doesn't mean I don't care about her.
Bambam: Lisa, you need to start dating other people.
I was hanging out with my friends. We're currently In Tens office office at our company.
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Minnie: yeah you've been hung up over Jennie and you guys weren't even serious.
Minnie says as her feet were on my lap. We are currently sitting on the couch at the back.
I roll my eyes
Lisa: only because Jennie has a boyfriend doesn't mean she's over me.
My friends sigh
Sorn: have you even said I love you to each other?
Good question. Sorn was sitting on Tens lap. Ten was sitting on his office chair.
Ten: except for during sex.
Then no.
Lisa: only because we weren't official or anything doesn't mean she doesn't like me. I care about her.
I sigh
Bambam: just go on a date, you like older women right. Tiffany is single. Ask her out?
She is hot. I nod as I look at Bambam and who was sitting on the chair opposite Ten and Sorn. Bambam had his legs on the other chair next to him.
Lisa: isn't that Irene older sister? Jennie is always around Irene's family.
Jennie is also friends with Irene cousin Jisoo. So they're always at Irene's house.
Bambam shrugs
Sorn: so it isn't like you and Jennie were dating.
