THE FIRST LOVE???
Ravi's POV
Ako si Ravi Santos Ibarra. Lumaki akong walang ama at may isang napaka mapagmahal na ina. Wala na akong hihilingin pa sa Panginoon kundi and magkaroon kami ng mama ng masagana at masayang buhay. Nag-iisa lamang ako na anak, buti nalang at ganun ang nangyari dahil aayoko ng may kapatid.
I grew up with my relatives. palagi kasing nag a-abroad si mama para mapag-aral niya ako. I never resent my mother just because malayo siya saakin. Growing up mom is always that way. Going abroad and every time she comes home, A new step-dad will show up and always take the role of being my father . I never said anything because it's what my mom want to do and my tita always said to me, "Ravi, wag na wag kang papatol sa mga ama-amahan mo pag di ka kasali sa gulo, saka ka lang lumaban pag Nanay mo na ang nasasaktan." Noon di ko maintindihan kung bakit yung ang bilin ng tita ko pero nung tumagal tagal at namulat na ako ng konti. Konti lang naman ay na gets ko na kahit papano.
Mom is the one who plays with them.
Kaya pala I always see my step-dads just disappear like a bubble is because sila ang nabibiktima ng nanay ko. Di naman masamang tao si mama it's just that magmula ata ng iwan siya ng tatay ko eh nagging mapanakit na siya sa mga lalaki, thankfully di naman sila aggressive at mabait sa mga tao, siguro sa mga lalaking love lng siya.
Okay move on na tayo sa nanay ko. Naglalakad ako papunta sa campus ng bago kong eskwelahan dahil I just graduated from senior high last school year, so here I am starting my new journey as freaking college student.
Thankfully my bestfriend Niquita is here with me kaya di na hassle and humanap ng malapit sa akin dito sa loob ng Campus. I am a Sports Science Major and a Freak.
Tama kayo ng pagkakarinig isa akong freak. Okay ito ha flashback muna tayo.
I was 7 years old when I found out that I was gay. There's never wrong with being that way it's just that at a young age that my sexual urge comes to life. That day when we visited one of my lola in Makati, I meet a guy there playing with my tito who's the same age ass me so like lahat kami doon ay pawang mga bata lng na walang ka muwang muwang sa buhay.
We started playing in the tree house na medyo close lng naman sa bahay ng lola ko, which isactually the tree house that one of my lolo built. So ayun nan ga nag laro kami doon ng taya-tayaan, habul-habulan then my fucking tito insisted that we play the famous child's game. "The Bahay-bahayan". Eh Potangina, all of us there is a bunch of guys, so like sino ang tatayong nanay diba? Back then we're all clueless pa and just play the game that is presented to us and they said that because I'm the skinny one I should be the mother and wala na akong nagawa dahil apat sila isa lang ako. I gave up and become the mom of the fucking game.
Then is where the real thing starts, the dad of the game is the one that made me gay. Why? My fucking Tito requested that we need to do the "thing" to make babies. In my mind, I was like what? I was 7 years old at that time ah, so I was like. "Paano natin gagawin yun eh wala naming babae satin?" I said.
My Tito told us that it doesn't have to be a girl to make babies because we are pretending, so I agree then me and the dad of the game went inside the curtains that divide the treehouse because we made it like that and like pretend to make babies, we like do the noise and just laugh it off. I thought that was it.
After we play that our moms called us kase kakain na daw kami ng miryenda. We are fixing ourselves to go out of the tree house, the other tree kids went outside already kasama na dun yung tito ko so kaming dalawa nalang nung dad yung natira sa loob. I was about to go outside when he pulled me. Wait ha 7 lang kami nito so the "Me" here was still innocent that time. So going back after he pulled me he kissed me in the lips, just a light peck tapos non' ay lumabas na siya ng tree house. I don't know what happened that time but I feel something.
After that day I asked my mom if it's okay if both guys can kiss and my mom said that "nak, napaka bata mo pa para magtanong ng mga ganyan" she told me. Pero sinagot parin naman niya. "Nak, walang masama sa ganon. Bata a pa pero sana maintindihan mo yun pag laki mo." She told me while going home.
A few weeks came by and we went there again and this time the dad in the game never came back. Ang sabi ng lola ko umalis na sila ng Makati. Ang narinig ko noon kay mama and lol ana nasa Canada na daw dahil nakapangasawa ng Amerikana ang Ama nung bata. That time I said na 'sayang naman wala na akong kiss sa kanya.'
13 years has passed since that day and di ko yun makakalimutan. He was my first kiss and I never even know his name but one thing I know is that he has two moles inside his ears.
TBC>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
Author's note:
Hoy!!! AHHAHA musta? How's the first chapter? Okay, lng ba?? Do I need to make the character some characters bio one na mapakilala ko na sila? A little bit of TMI ganern? HAHAHA I hope you enjoy this chapter 'cause this is my first writing a story. Sana masaya kayo and please Samahan niyo ako sa journey na toh with Ravi!!!!
Hanggang sa susunod na Author's note!!!
-Bryleigh.K.
