When it was lunch, I saw London and Riley kiss each other's check I grew with so much anger at recess I saw Riley by herself, so I walked up to her. "Hey Riley, do you like London?" I asked trying to hide my anger. "Hell no she is ugly" Riley said laughing just then before I knew it I punched Riley . I kept punching her over and over until London rushed up to us. "WHAT THE HELL ELI GET OFF OF HER" London said running over I started to cry and run away .
why did I do that, what is wrong with me, why did I hurt her, why didn't I stop
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I ran into bathroom going through my bag trying to find anything sharp. I rolled up my sleeve after finding a pencil, I ripped of the eraser and grabbed the metal piece and flattened it and glided it across my wrist I kept going I didn't feel anything. I heard someone come into the bathroom I quickly rolled up my sleeve and I opened to door and then London was there I waked past wiping the tears off my checks hoping she didn't notice and I ran up to Jacob and I asked if we could talk. "Now?" he asked kind of annoyed in front of his friends. I looked and his friends staring at me "Never mind" I said I tried walking away but then he grabbed my wrist I quickly pulled away he looked at me concerned I just looked at him and walked away. "DO A 360 OF YOUR THUMB" his friends yelled I ran so fast that I ran into London who was with Riley. Riley pushed me off knocking me over, exposing my wrist London stared at me Riley laughed "Your probably doing it for attention. I ran shoving myself into Riley's shoulder and I went into the nurses office. I always found comfort in the nurses office I told her I didn't feel well. "Nauseous again?" she asked "Yep" I said laying down. London came in and sat next to me she opened her mouth to talk and I said "Never mind I feel better probably just some anxiety" I said to the nurse walking out not looking back at London. I went to my next class and sat down, London came in and sat down.
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Teen FictionEli goes to brown middle school she trys to be friends with everyone, but it goes south all of these rumors and drama spikes like crazy leaving Eli alone, hopeless, depressed, and having panic attacks every day. She wants to get revenge, but will sh...
