Thundering and lighting could be heard everywhere..... everyone was sleeping except for one person....
She kept looking outside the window for some reason....tears were walking down her face full of buries and scars...
???: When can I end it....I'm tired...
She just wished she was in dream...but she wanted to wake up from this dream but couldn't...i guess that's what you call as reality
She closed the window and went towards the washroom and looked herself in the mirror.....
???: What a mess * chuckled*
She couldn't keep it in more inside...she let it out by herself...not wanting to wake anyone up in the house...
???: I guess i should sleep soon...i need to wake up early...
After sometime of her time she went to her bed and closed her eyes..but she couldn't sleep...she was just laying there with a blank face ,blank mind and blank heart...cuz no one owned it..no one tried owning it...when she tried she pulled back..
All she wished was to escape this reality or just run away to someplace where there was no one except her..
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She woke up from the bed..she didn't sleep much...she went towards the washroom and took and long pleasing shower which made her relax herself for a second in the curel world..
It was 6:00 in the morning...she planned something for the day...she just wore some baggy outfit and left the house without anyone noticing.....but the reality was even if they see her she'll still be invisible to them...
She went to her comfort zone....the bridge....next to the river....she sat high up there listening to her favourite song...
After the song finished she stood up standing there ... taking a deep breath..... exhaling the air that would mend her heart for atleast once...
She leaned forward to dive deep into the river...not wishing to come back up.....she was about to jump when she was pulled by a great force making her to fall down on the road beside the bridge...
♡: Have you lost it!? Do you know what were you trying to do!?
She looked up yo that person and smiled but this time her face smiled but her eyes didn't...she was pulled back to this dream from which she wanted to quit...
???: What has it gotta do with you??
♡: it has to do it with me! You still didn't recognise me!?
She looked at that person with a confused face..
???:no
♡: i study in your class! The day you entered the class i felt something weird in my stomach...felt my stomach became a garden for butterflies...but guess the owner of the garden wanted to leave...
???:h-huh?
♡: you still didn't get? I LOVE YOU! I loved you from the start! I loved you with all my heart with all that i have!!
She just stayed there silent not knowing what too answer.... this was the first time she heard those magical words....which made her heart beat for the first time...she felt her heartbeat...she felt that sound so pleasing...
♡:Everyone is lonely sometimes but I would walk a thousand miles to see your eyes you are not alone, we are family hold me, let's escape all this reality....do you trust me?
She felt like her world started to move again...she held his hands and started to run with him....as soon as she reached a place the person dissappeard....she was shocked to see him disappear....she looked around her to see herself standing infront of a grave in a forest...
???: Wh-o ar-e yo-u
She said to the grave infront of her.....she saw a paper lying there she took to read it...
Hey love!
My honey i know your going through a lot... I'm sorry I can't help you...I'm sorry I can't be by your side...but my love is strong aren't you?? You stayed so long!! You must be wondering who am I? I'm your friend when we were children...Your smile made my heart flutter... everytime I think about you makes me feel I'm on the clouds... sadly I can't live with you...i died few days ago in an accident....i wanted to meet you for a last time and confess what I felt....but i couldn't.... I'm not sure myself how you could see me....but i guess that's what's called the power of love....don't loose it love i know you can do it!! I'll always be besides you...I LOVE YOU A LOT!!
-BY your dumbie
Unknowingly she felt her shatter into pieces tho it didn't make any sound but it was the loudest break...she didn't know if she had to feel sad or happy...sad because she lost someone... someone who valued her...or happy because she could feel love atleast once....she fell on her knees crying her heart out....the heartbeat which she felt a few minutes ago became inaudible.....
She wiped her tears and stood up....she knew she can't give up....she had to prepare hear heart....she knew she had to face the reality...she no more wanted the dream to get over
She started walking...she reached at a place which she never wanted to enter back...her “home”
She gathered up her might and will and stepped inside....as soon as she did she was pulled into a long hug ...which was none other than her parents...her parents who never cared if she lived or she died....her parents who cared about her marks rather than caring for her...
Mom: honey i was so worried for you *she said crying in the hug*
She stood there without an emotion on her face...she felt all these unreal....
She looked towards a side where she saw a light..she saw someone standing there.... which again made her heartbeat....he smiled at her and mouthed “i love you don't loose” after that it dissappeard again.....
She felt peace in her heart....she was happy she didn't know why...she had the will to fight after a long time....she continued living for what she wanted....for her love....she didn't loose....
She stayed strong...
The end
