Our Soul.

Randoms

you were the rainbows that came out of knowhere,to literally light up the life of mine .
from the moments that we've had , the memories that we've created,were the moments that i couldn't forget and i cherished it .
i know,i might never be the one that can make you the happiest person alive but,
seeing you smile,from a very distant way , makes me smile .
your happiness , are a part of mine .
your laugh , is the best part ,
it's my favourite and will always be my favourite ,
the time that we've spent through the gameplays were the most precious time that i've ever had
with someone that i really adore ,
i adore you,from the very first start where we started talking in a proper way back in december 2021 ,
you understand the situation that i am going through and you're the sweetest person but in a silent way .
you've made my life better and i am very grateful to know you in so many ways .
i get to know you,and im happy that when i was around you,i laughed a lot,i smiled even more ,
you never failed to be that rainbows which i never asked for to light up the stormy days in my life .
we've might have been distant but i want you to know that you'll always be the favourite person of mine .
i get a little bit alone sometimes,but then ended up missing you when the time goes by .
you were the first person who i vibe through songs in the car ride,
when cigarettes after sex playlist were playing,
it's the most comfort songs ever played,
in my life.
you never failed to make me feel okay,
you never failed to make me feel good,
you never failed,to make me become a better person .
thank you,for so many deep conversations , funny and memorable stuffs that we've done together .
i miss you,im sorry ,
you're the person that makes me the happiest human being alive .
i will always be here,just,not around for a moment .
thank u,bb,
you're the best and i do not even regret, that i know you.

[written on february 17th,6:30 a.m.]