Love is a Weird Thing- Kiani Fanfiction

Chapter 7

(Jordan's POV)

Will and I gobble down our food and head to the living room. We plop down onto the couch with the rest of the cube members.

There were conversations going on about how the convention and meetup miht go or when the next colab would be. I heard Dfield ask if we could stream later on. I scanned the whole room until my eyes locked with Will's.

I stared at him or a few seconds, then he giggled. I realized I was staring at him and looked away, blushing. He scoots in closer and wraps his arms around me.

"It's ok. I like your face to." He said, giggling again.

Gosh, he's gorgeous. I thought to myself. How could someone so beautiful love someone so ugly. I looked down, ashamed at myself.

"You ok?" He asked.

I wiggled out of his grasp and headed to the bathroom. I ran into Graser on the way.

"Whoa, watch where you're going." He said, a little harsh.

I glare at him. "Why don't you."

I kept walking towards the bathroom. I went in and locked the door. I leaned against the sink and looked up at my reflection in the mirror.

Gosh, i'm more hideous than before. I think harshly to myself.

Tears formed in my eyes and I let them fall.

I'm more uglier when I cry. I kept thinking.

I heard a knock at the door and Will's voice.

"Jordan? You ok?" He asked.

"Go away." I said, my voice cracking.

"Are you crying?" Concern instantly filled Will's voice.

"I said, go away!" I said, a bit louder, my voice still cracked when I spoke.

"No, not until you tell me what's wrong." He said, sternly.

"I'm not talking." I said softly, but I knew he heard.

"Fine, I guess i'll be waiting hear then."

I didn't bother hearing anything else he had to say. I just stood there, staring at my ugly face. Looking and listening all the imperfections.

Eyes are too far apart.

Crooked teeth.

Stupid and messy hair.

Uneven eyebrows.

Ugly smile.

Dang, i'm ugly. How could he love such an ugly person?

I heard a knock at the door again.

I sighed. Can't he leave me alone?

"Jordan, please tell me what's wrong." Will begged.

I sighed and opened the door. "What do you want?"

He walks over and hugs me. "Why were you crying?" He whispered into my ear.

"Because i'm not beautiful, like you." I admitted.

"Jordan." He picked up my face so that I could look at him. "I think we should have a talk."