𝑺𝒐 𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝑰𝒔 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆

4 | 𝕨𝕖𝕕𝕕𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕟𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥

>after wedding at kim mansion<

"do you need help"

taehyung said as he saw you struggling with your gown while coming out of car as you were holding it but due to your small hands it was not coming much in your fists, while he was enjoying seeing you struggling as he asked you for help but you refused it and now he is leaning on the left side of your car door side looking at your cute struggle,

"ahh finally" you left a long sigh after coming out with alot of struggle, you took a deep breath after the refeshing cool breeze blew on your whole body, you looked at the big mansion which was infront of you as you were out of words due to the beauty which was carved on its exterior, a whole big damn ass mansion even tho you were from the mafia billionairs family but your husband is the king here,

"uh?" you flinched when you felt yourself in air, he carried you in bridal style and started walking towards the enterance, your hands were wrapped around his shoulder as you spoke with reddish cheeks

"i can...walk" "yeah while struggling second by second so i can't wait to go in" he said and chuckled while you observed his anime-like features you surely has become fan of his smile,laugh, you have never felt that much attracted to some other man, but to your husband now,

"have you never seen a handsome man before wifey~" he said and looked at you, you looked away feeling shy as a shy smile crept up on your face, he smiled warmly at you and went towards the room while all the house helpers and other were standing there, looking at you both some with adorned look some with astonished look as they saw this sight of their master you being carried up in his arms,

"this is OUR room"

he said after placing you down and stretched his arms as it was a little hard to bring you to the upstairs being in his arms but didn't effect him as he is too much excited for himself for you for his life with you a new start, even he has done so much bad things in his life slept with many women but they never saw the next morning, but ever since he met with you, everything in his life had changed completely, looong days, sleepless nights, nothing was audible to him whenever he thought about you, you brought colors in his monochromatic life,

>Yn POV<

"wow this is so nice" i said while looking at the interior of our room, the whole mansion is just like a dream castle of every girl, my eyes roamed all around the room and fell on the balcony area , i love balconies, i walked towards it and stood there feeling cool breeze coming inside, such a calming and refreshing side, gonna be my most fav area, even tho there are many balconies in my house but i was only caged in that four walls where there was no window, no light, no air conditioner, no fan, just DARKNESS, i never was able to move away from that cage as it was the only room for me in that big house, to be honest i'am started feeling much freedom since i got married to him

even tho i am still afraid of him as he is known as the most feared mafia who kills without showing any mercy and is now he is my husband, what if...what if he also beat me if i disobey him unintentionally....what is he also showing off that he is happy, wait...is he happy marrying me?....but why would he be happy marrying a girl like me?....

a shiver run down through my body when i felt his arms sneaking around my waist gripping it tightly while placing his head on my bare shoulder,

"i called you three times but you were busy in your thoughts" i zoned out again he said that while faning his breath close to my neck i closed my eyes as i felt his wet lips on my neck as he placed wet kisses on it i clenced on my dress, he didn't stop as he moved his kisses from neck to shoulder

"are you okay?" he said turning her around now facing each other, she looked down feeling butterflies in her tummy, he smiled feeling greatness knowing he is the reason behind those red cheeks which heated up, he grabbed her hands and placed them on his chest as he wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her closer to his body.

she looked up at him taking the chance he smashed his lips on her making her eyes go wide as he started kissing you devouring his all emotions in it, his lips were softly moving cuddling them with yours as you melted in his touch and closed your eyes feeling pleasure and relax and kissed him back slowly afterwards,

he smiled in between and kissed her more passionately tilting his head to the side biting her lips as it was swollen now surly it is gonna be his new addiction of kissing you roughly until it become numb,

he took his one hand on your back tracing it upward as soon he reached the zipper of your dress he pulled it down making you gasp in between taking the chance he slipped his tongue in your mouth discovering every corner as the kiss got sloppy,

he placed his cold hand inside the back of your dress leaving goosebumps on your back,a soft moan escaped from your mouth, he moved his hand on your soft skin loving the feeling the way you react to his touch his stopped kissing you as you started catching your breath with closed eyes,

he looked down at your chest which was ponding up and down making him feel horny as he placed his lips on your jaws wetting them with his saliva, he pulled you more closer as both of yours chest were attacted with eachother, your heart was ponding fastly as he was giving you pleasurable kisses on your shoulder and moved them on your neck,

after reaching the soft part of your neck he bit it hardly making you moan in pleasure/pain making a hickey there,
a sudden flashback of your past played in your mind which broke the emotion of his love after you pushed him a little bit hardly, you backed away while clenching on your dress, a sudden shiver ran down your spine as the scene disgust you,

"princess what happened--" he stepped closer to you while extending his hands to hold your arms but stopped abruptly after seeing you closing your eyes tightly and said "don't touch me", he felt a pang in his chest after what you said he become sad and pulled his hands back as he was about to go back but pulled you in a hug cause his heart didn't want to go or let you go, now he will stay forever beside you no matter what he will always protect you,

you gasped slightly at the sudden pull but felt relax in his embrace, he tightened the hug and rubbed your bare back while swaying you a little and said "i'm sorry for not taking your permission for touching you, don't worry i will not touch you in any this way again,but definitely tell me when you are ready" he spoke in a very gentle voice making your heart go boom boom but at the same time you felt sudden hurt by your action,

"cuz i can't wait for too long you are already very hard to resist" he said that in a low voice and placed a peck on your head and broke the hug while you looked away, he placed a one last peck on your lips and left after saying "sorry but i don't want to take your permission to kiss you, your lips are officially mine"

saying that he left to change in someother room while you sighed and a tear rolled down from your eye,
"why god why me?! please do some justice with me have mercy on me."