𝐅𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐝 ● 𝐉𝐉𝐊

"𝙖𝙩𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙭𝙮"

You could see the time pass by.

Feel it passing by.

It was painful.

Because every moment that passed meant you breathed without Namjoon.

You sat in a graveyard, at night, it felt comfortable. Amazing than all other places.

Namjoon still had a way to comfort you, the flowers on his grave infiltrated your nose, reminding you every second that he was somewhere near by. His soul was near by to keep you happy.

You looked at the boy beside you, who was babbling away nonsense. Jungkook had some issues but it was...all good.

He remembered you now but his situation was harsher than Namjoon.

He lost his ability to act like an adult, he regressed so frequently but he remembered you.

He remembers you.

He was afraid of this world and himself, he was different. The only times he returned back to himself would be filled with panic attacks and nightmares, cries and pain.

Seeing him like that was the worst thing you ever could go through.

But things were...all good.

He was there with you.

That's what mattered, right?

You had attained ataraxy.

Life was good. Not so faded.

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Thank you so much for reading! I hope u liked this broken piece of shit.

It's my first ff that I finished so whoopie! Lol.

love, mavy ❤︎︎