Clarissa...AND SOMEONE ELSE!!??!!??

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     Ok well the weekend went by fast...time to get dressed. Oh my gosh I am so excited for today I am going to be wearing what my mom chooses for me then I am gonna go to school and change into clothes I want to wear. If you don't know Clarissa has given me permission to wear her clothes, I thought it was weird at first. But then she convinced me to be myself and the only way to do it is with her clothes. I guess it couldn't hurt right?? Anyways my mom does everything my hair make-up and my clothes. And you should know by now a corset and a push-up bra.

   I then arrive at school, I just texted Clarissa. She said she is already in the bathroom with my clothes. But the thing is when I meet her there another girl is in there as well. So I went in looking all nervous considering I didn't know this girl. I then spoke "Hi Clarissa!!" "Oh hey Makayla I got your clothes.Don't worry I made sure they fit. Also I want you to say hi to Alexandria... She is my best friend. She really wanted to meet you!!" "Hi Makayla it's finally nice to meet you and like Clarissa said my name is Alexandria!!" "Oh ok then well Clarissa I'll change in the stall!!" "Ok" Clarissa said. I changed into it and surprisingly like Clarissa said they fit. It was a crop top with a cover-up, long pants with holes, and leggings a stripper would wear-....I kinda like it though yeah it might show a little cleavage but it'll be fine I have a cover-up.

   I then proceeded the day like normal until it was lunch time. Me and Clarissa would sit together and talk the whole time. But ever since her best friend arrived at the school from being sick, she started to ignore me. Especially since I was sitting with her at lunch today and she didn't talk to me at all she kept talking to Alenxandria. Later on in the day I had to use the restroom and then I did what I needed to do then started to wash my hands. That is when I saw Alexandria come in. She started to talk to me, "Heyyyy Makayla so here is the thing I don't want you to hang with my best friend anymore and I don't think you should be friends with her either I have a crush on her she is lesbian and I am bisexual and she is single and so am I, I also have known her longer then you have so you better stay out of my way or else!!!" "o-ok..." I said. I ran out of the bathroom and then it was next period I was late to class...damnit!!! I arrive in health science and my mind was so distracted from what Alexandria said earlier I don't know why but I was....Jealous? Yeah I guess I am, but that's her best friend so I didn't say anything. I ended up ruining the experiment and ended up getting an 80% OH NO mom is going to FLIP. Later on I got a text from Clarissa saying that she is going to hang out with Alexandria and that maybe we can hang out another time she is her best friend but I can't blame her though.... 

   I then changed out of Clarissa's clothes and changed back into mine. She left too early for me to be able to give it back to her. So I just put them in my backpack where I kept the clothes mom picked out for me. My mom was there to pick me up and said "So sweetie how was school??" "Oh it was great!!" "Oh really what did you do?" mom said. "Oh I don't know ummm in dance they are getting us to practice the dance they won at champions last year so that was fun, umm in cosmetology we got to do make-up on each other, math I aced my test with a 100% and english the same thing and for health science, we did an experiment that I made an 80% on...." I said. "EXCUSE ME young lady 80% no no no no we need 100% for everything, I am taking away your phone give it here!!" "Yes ma'am..." "Also I don't want you hanging out with this Clarissa girl anymore she is the reason you failed your experiment!!" "B-but mom she didn't make me fail 80% is a passing grade whether it's a 100 or not!" "Hmmm your right BUT I can only accept 100's and because you gave me back-talk your grounded for another week!!" "b-bu" "END OF DISCUSSION... You will be going to marry Noah whether you like it or not, I can't have you hanging out with the wrong people, for example Clarissa!!" "Y-yes ma'am" I said. 

   We then arrive home, finally!! Ugh my mom is such a pain!! I start walking upstairs and open the door to my bedroom and I flopped on my bed. I started crying and my mascara started to run. Why can't I have a normal life, why can't I be myself. Why does my mom not care about me, all she cares about is me looking hot,sexy,rich,popular. But I don't care about those things I just  want to be myself. Is that so hard?? I cry even harder but I try not to cry to loud, and not on my pillows because of my mascara running. I then go to sit on my chair that is in front of the mirror and I start to wipe off my make-up and then I go back to my bed and I end up falling asleep. My mom came in my room an hour after I fell asleep, but then she left.

   It was the next day at school and I have been avoiding Clarissa. I think she has noticed though.She then walked up to me at lunch and said "Hey Makayla??" I ended up not saying a word.."Hey umm did you get my text last night??" she said. I still didn't say anything. Clarissa then walked off. I sigh and think this is going to be a long day....



To be continued!!

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