Troll-hunters fanfic/Two sides of the coin Abandoned!

New looks and an even bigger attitude:

PLEASE FORGIVE ME for the late post! I was taking my time on this chapter and I am busy prepping for something special IRL, ENJOY THIS LONG CHAPTER!: 

"My body... Is it floating or is it sinking?" Those were my thoughts before I woke up my body it had changed and by the time I could breathe again I felt different... I woke up but not in my bed or in my house, I was in a lake buck naked. I coughed and wheezed for a while catching my breath since I was suffocated in water for a long time. Likewise, I tried to shout for my mom but for some reason all that came out was a tiny puppy growl, I tried talking, but the same sound came out again "Why can't I talk??"

I wondered to myself. I felt so emotional, My feelings at the moment were scared, confused, and most of all upset. Not only that, I didn't know why I was but before I realized I closed my eyes and punched a tree, it made a big ass dent in it as splinters shot all over the place.

I looked at the tree and how much strength I had, as soon as I did my eyes followed over to my hands which were now covered in very pale blue and teal stone. A little whimper came out of my mouth. Furthermore, I started crying and wailing I wanted my mom and dad, I was so scared I became something and I didn't want to be like that sadly it is permanent and I have to deal with it for as long as I live...

As I took a deep breath trying to stop my tears I heard a familiar voice, "Lacrima??" As soon as I heard it my mother and a mysterious... being come through the bushes. I looked at them scared, frozen in place like a statue. My mom came up to me and hugged me out of nowhere it was pretty obvious she was worried about me.

For some reason my senses were heightened and all I could do at the moment was use my advanced senses to check my surroundings, but when I made it to smell something smelt both familiar and not with the weird being next to my mom. I didn't know what to think on top of his scent was a dark malice smell that smelled like something I have never smelt before, that was my main focus. While underneath was something fatherly and soft kinda like an orange or citrus smell.

Part of me wanted to hug this creature despite me not knowing or recognizing this guy, while another wanted to growl and attack him. When I noticed these urges a growl came out of my throat as I slipped out of my mom's grasp and crouched down. A little threatened the creature backed off not wanting to hurt me.

My mom looked at me like I did something bad, I knew that I've done something wrong. A whine came out of my mouth as tears came back from my eye. "Lacrima I am so sorry that this happened to you if only I said no, you wouldn't be like this" That was what hit me my new urges told me it was her fault instead of mine as it took over my parents looked at me

"Lacrima please calm down..." The creature said it seemed he had some sort of authority over me, but I wasn't listening. Therefore, I kept growling very low having the urge to claw at my mom and whatever the creature was. I couldn't control myself at that moment, and before I realized I gave my dad a few scars on his face.

He fell onto his back from the brute strength I had and as I look at the blood on my nails I cracked. My mom looked at me very scared as she backs off tending to Dad's scratches. As she did, he shifted back to his human form revealing himself.

I looked at him shocked and whined worried if he is mad or not, sadly I couldn't say "Dad? I am so sorry are you okay?" all that came out were grunts and whines. Likewise, I walked up to him and examined his scratch, as I touched it he hissed in pain and I jumped back a little scared of hurting him. "Lacrima... this is okay, it is not your fault" My dad started I looked at him confused.

My dad then continued, "It is your new Troll instincts that told you to hurt me, it is my fault you are like this, actually. I am sorry Lacrima I hope you can forgive me". Part of me wanted to hug him and be with him, I really did, but I was scared I would hurt him or mom. The decision I made was to run away.

As my parents yelled my name I ran even faster not wanting to be like this, and not wanting to have these foreign feelings. I don't know what the Hell I was but I was scared out of my mind when I first looked at myself.

I was no longer that autistic girl that was semi-normal I became a monster...