The Rushed

The Start

She circled me looking me up and down, I didn't know how to feel about that. "You need a picture mother? Go look around the house I hope you find one their," I addressed to her.

"No matter what you did it was never good enough for her," she laughed at me. "Why do you keep saying her? Who is her?" I snapped at her. "You aren't good enough for her, that's why she left," she laughed harder before she walked out the room.

I still remember the voices in my head, she's gone.... But she's everywhere. I stared out the window, my eyes shallowed down.

They don't know me, no one knows what I look like they only know I'm the strongest Petroni that will kill you in a stare. "CAN SOMEONE PLEASE BE PROUD OF ME! LIKE IM TRYING SO FUCKING HARD!!" I shouted my lungs out.

"How's life going lil sis," Seth walked in without knocking. "I don't know, brother...I've been ignoring life itself," my eyes followed the clouds. "I heard about your mission, I think it's pretty deadly," he laughed. "Shut up Seth, I'm doing this so I can bring the Verucchi's down and we stay on top." I slapped his head softly. "You sure you wanna bring Romero down?" He stopped me. I turned to face him. "I've heard he's a spoiled kid who only knows how to play with peoples feelings." I rolled my eyes.

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"I need you to keep these in your ears at all cost," my father put little hearing buds in my ears. "I need you to be one on one with us," he rushed to the computer as the rest of our people were getting ready to write notes down.

"Your apartment is all ready, and your new clothes are in your closet." He handed me keys to my apartment and car. "Only me and you know the address," he smiled. "Thanks Dad," I whispered to him.

"I still think Nora will be the better person for this job," my mother hissed her eyes at me. "I'll make you proud father." I ignored her and put my full attention on my dad.