Apocalyptic Love [Dreamwastaken X FemaleReader]

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*Y/N POV*
    You looked at the sky, the sun starting to head west more and more as the group walked. You decided to go through a patch of woods as a shortcut. Y/n: "Guys, stay close. We don't want anyone left behind." The group agreed, holding their weapons close to them. You noticed Mia was being weird but brushed it off, she was probably just glad to be free or worried or something. You continued through the brush, seeing a small clearing with old tents and a ruined campfire. Its ashes were all across the ground and went from rain. You and the others looked through the tents, seeing barely any damage. You let them take their sleeping bags out. Y/n: "Get some food then rest everyone. We need it for more trekking."
   You watched as everyone ate and drank some water. Then beginning to lie in their little sleeping bags, eyes closed and peaceful. You left them in the tent, gathering moss and small logs to start a fire. You needed to make it quickly due to the temperature dropping. You set the wood down into a stack, putting moss and dry grass in the center to help start it. You grabbed a match from one of the bags, scraping the end across a log. The small flame lit at the end, a small light escaping from it as you put it into the makeshift fire. The moss and dry grass lit up, spreading to the logs and sticks shortly after.
   Heat soon filled the tent and surrounding area. The others were soon warm in the tent from the fire. Smoke slowly rose into the air, dark grey and spiraling. You sat with your head in your hands. You felt so overwhelmed, helping everyone else. The fear of the enemies, the zombies, no contact with Clay or the others. You felt tears roll down your face as you sat, the illumination from the fire on you seated body.
  Hours passed and you woke up to a small rustle behind you. The fire in front of you was smoldering and the tent was slightly opened. You saw the last bit of Mia's black ripped leggings as she walked off silently. You stood, wiping your now red and dark circled eyes. Y/n: "Where is she going..?" You stood up and slowly followed her, she was holding one of the handguns.
     GORE WARNING
You stood behind a large bush, watching her. She held the gun to her head, a sad look on her young face. She was on her knees. You gasped before running out of the plant. Y/n: "Don't- don't do it Mia.. please." Your face grew grim as she looked into your eyes, she smiled sadly. Mia: "I'm sorry, thank you for everything. I just can't take it anymore." She pulled the trigger before you could react. Blood pooled across the ground from the gun shot wound in her head, the dark maroon color going across the dry leaves and dirt. A loud, pain filled scream escaped your throat as you stood frozen. Tears streamed down your face as her body hit the ground.
         GORE IS GONE BUT THERE IS MENTIONS OF IT
   You felt someone pull you backwards and hug you from behind, you turned to them and buried your head into their chest. You could barely choke out the next sentence.
Y/n: "I couldn't save.. her. I'm so sorry.." You didn't know who was hugging you but you didn't care, you hated yourself for letting a girl so young kill herself. A soft voice spoke out to you; "It's ok Y/n. You didn't know what she's been through before this." You were now shaking, the image of her lifeless body flashing through your mind. You could feel your body trembling.
    Tommy: "It's ok- she's in a better place." You could feel him put his hand onto the back of your head and hug you to him. You heard a few more footsteps approach and saw Ryder standing a few feet from you, a traumatized look on his face. Ryder: "Mia! No- no..no!" He ran to her side and slid to his knees, his khaki pants now covered in blood moistened soil.
   He looked over her lifeless body in sadness, a soft shaking breath coming from his throat. He closed her eyes with hand, her body now cold. He kissed his index and middle fingers and put it to her forehead, a  look of weakness across his face. Ryder: "I'm sorry Mia..I promised we would get through this together..Just know I'll never forget you. I love you always Mia." You felt your heart shatter as he took the blood spattered gun from the ground and he put his ripped jacket over top of her.
  He turned to you both, tears stinging at his eyes. His wavy, unruly hair fell over his eyes and he walked to you both. He grabbed your hand and led the both of you back towards the camp. You couldn't glance back at the scene behind you, it was too heart-wrenching.
  You saw him put the gun into a small bag and into the backpack. You saw Tubbo and Lola walk out the tent, tired and drained. Tubbo: "Was that a gunshot..?" He glanced across everyone, seeing a wave of sadness on everyone's faces. Lola: "..Where's Mia Mom?" You broke down again and wrapped your arms around yourself. This was all to much to handle right now. You knew that you were acting like a crybaby but you didn't care. You had to find the others again. As you felt a hand touch your shoulder you heard a deep groan. Ryder turned to see a small hoard of zombies, around 15 at the most. He scrambled to pick Lola up as he grabbed one of the guns.
  Tubbo grabbed two backpacks and Tommy grabbed a crowbar he had scavenged. You grabbed a backpack and a bat, standing in front of the others. Y/n: "Guys! Run!" You heard everyone's panicked footsteps as they fled from the hoard. You held the bat in front of you, swinging at the hoard. You just needed to buy them time, you couldn't let anyone else get hurt.
   You turned to run back to the others before being pummeled to the ground by the group. You felt the air escape your lungs as you hit the ground. You scrambled to get your bat, before a zombie shambled in front of it; blocking it from you. You started to kick them off you, fear consuming your body. You heard a few shots go off, and the thuds of the undead bodies falling. You could still feel one of them grabbing at you, before it was pulled away. You caught your breath, your vision normal from being blurry. You looked up to see Clay, Nick and George. You got to your feet as quickly as you could, looking at the three; still panting from the fear and crying.
   Y/n: "Guys! Your here-!" G: "No time for talking! We need to go, NOW!" Clay had grabbed your forearm gently and was pulling you with him as you four ran to safety from the hoard. Nick: "The group went this way! Follow me!" Your brother cut left, going towards a group of large oak trees. Tommy: "Over here guys!" You saw Tommy along with everyone else, panting and exhausted. George and Nick checked on Tommy and Tubbo, hugging Lola once more.
  "I was so worried about you N/n..I thought I was going crazy..", Clay stated his eyes teary. You hugged him tightly, tears streaming down your face once again from the previous occurrences. Y/n: "I missed you so much Clay..I was so lonely-" Clay kissed you gently on the lips, looking into your eyes after he did it. You broke down into tears once again, you had found him.
     Ryder was looking out across the trees for zombies, ignoring everyone around him. You gave Clay one more kiss on the lips before going to him. "Ryder..are you ok?,"  you asked timidly. "Not really..I lost the one last thing I had left.," he responded. You could feel your heart drop into your stomach just hearing his shaky voice. You hugged him tightly, him starting to cry into your chest. Clay glanced at you before heading to the others to make sure they were ok. You held Ryder close to you, rubbing his back.
    *CLAY POV*
  I could see George hugging Lola tightly, Sapnap talking with the others. Aaron was watching Y/n, making sure everything was ok. I looked at the two boys, recognizing their British accents. "Wait- Tommy??Tubbo-", Clay exclaimed. He could see the two boys react, laughing softly. The two boys ran to me and hugged me tightly, practically squeezing the life out of me. "Where have you been you green ass bitch?!, Tommy half-yelled. "We missed you Dreamy-boy!, Tubbo teased.
  I laughed softly and hugged them both back; the memories of the Dream smp, Minecraft and other fun times together flooding my brain. The two British boys were idiots, but they were amazing. I looked to see Nick and George smiling weakly, still pained from all this sorrow of the coming days. I turned to see Y/n walking back to us, Ryder by her side. The boy looked miserable, but better. Lola went to Ryder and hugged him, him picking her up in return. Lola ruffle his hair and hugged him, making me smile.
    Nick and George went to Y/n, hugging her. Aaron was talking with Tommy and Tubbo, not exactly sure of the topic. "Where have you been exactly..its been so long since we've seen you.", George stated, his eyebrows knitted as he looked at Y/n. "It's a long story..but in short me and Lola were taken to this- facility. And we met everyone here.. except for Mia. Then we escaped together and I've been trying to get back to you-",Y/n stated.
     N: " I'm just glad you're ok little sis. Your simp over here was so anxious for you. He wouldn't sleep or anything because he was so worried." Y/n glanced at me and I could feel guilt and embarrassment running across my face. "That's not healthy, well. I'm here now so you can get some rest Clay.",
Y/n said, her eyes full of love and care. "I found a self-storage area, should that be good to stay to rest?",Aaron said with a hint of desperation.
    Everyone agreed and went to the self storage, finding each spot was enough to fit 2-3 people. We decided to split into groups;
-Tommy and Tubbo
-Ryder and Aaron
-George and Nick  and
-Y/n, Lola and I
   We each took some food and water between us, along with blankets. This would be nice to finally get some rest.
    *Y/N POV*
  Lola had already eaten and was in a deep sleep, leaving Clay and myself restless and awake. We sat against the wall opposite to the door, keeping the opening in our view. "Want some food?", Clay kindly offered. "No- I'm fine. Thank you." Clay frowned, a sight you never liked seeing on him. "When's the last time you actually ate N/n?", He asked seriously. "Uhm- just yesterday?", You lied timidly.

      Clay's brows furrowed knowing that you were bluffing. "You need to eat, it's unhealthy for you. Now, when was the last time you ate?", He asked again growing slightly frustrated but voice still calm and kind. "A few days I think..I didn't eat much because I was scared of what was going to happen, I've been running on and on for everyone and I've had no sleep or even a moment to breathe and- and..",you rambled on.
 
   Clay put his hand to your cheek brushing his slightly callused thumb across it, stopping your worrisome ramble.
"It's ok N/n. Now just eat, I'll give you some kisses after you do.",Clay pushed on. You finally gave in and ate some dehydrated fruit and a granola bar; sharing it with the tall blonde. After you both ate, not to your fill but enough to last, you turned to each other.

Wholesome Clay moment, includes Kissing and other forms of affection

  Clay brushed your hair from your face, holding your chin gently and tilting your face to meet his own. He pressed his lips to yours, his lips warm and soft against your own. He held his hand against each of your cheeks gently, kissing you deeper. You practically melted into his warm, gentle touch, missing his love so much. You felt hot tears well up in your eyes, the recent events' pain dissolving away as he kissed you.
    You both broke away for air, looking into one another's eyes. He wiped the tears from your face gently. Clay's hands went from your cheeks to your hair, wrapping his hair around his fingers. He shifted his fingers through your hair, sending shivers up your spine. He put his face near your ear, breathing out a whisper; "You don't know how much I've missed you N/n. It was driving me crazy." He moved his mouth from your ear to your neck, brushing his lips across your skin. Your body erupted with goosebumps as he kissed your neck.
    You shifted slightly, loving the affection he had for you. He kissed you down your neck and closer to your collarbone. He then bit down gently, making you yelp slightly. He started to suck on this spot, leaving a hickey on your neck proudly. "What if someone sees it Clay-?, You mumbled softly as he pulled off your neck. He gazed at the mark he put on you, chuckling softly. "Let them see N/n.", He stated cheerily.
   This was the Clay you knew and loved. Romantic, sweet, cheery, amazing beyond all compare. You hated how long he was in pain when you were gone, unable to see his love. You blushed and sat on his lap, burying your face into his neck."C'mon..let's get some sleep for tomorrow. We still have to find safety for everyone.", You said with a small smile.
      "Fine..sweet dreams my little N/n.",Clay said with a sleepy voice. He wrapped his muscular arms around your torso, holding you like it was life or death. But you didn't care, to you it was life or death without him. You snuggled into his chest, falling asleep within a instant from the lack of sleep. Clay stroked your hair a few times before himself falling asleep.