Ava-15 turning 16
Background-I'm an actor from obx! I'm a pogue in the show,once I started acting my parents left because they said I didn't need them so they left me,now I'm by myself living alone in a apartment but no one knows ! I'm struggling and I'm alone
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Today I woke up at 5 am for work got ready into a hoodie,sweatpants
Then did my skin care and make iced coffee
Then I left
I got a Uber and got to work around 6am
I went in for hair and makeup
Then changed and went on set
Chase-Yoo Ava
Ava-Heyy
Madeline-Heyy bubs
Ava-hey mads
Rudy-hey kid
Ava-heyyy
I said hi to the others and shot some scenes
Then we went out to lunch and I got a call so I answered
Cps-hello is this Ava
Ava-yes this is
Cps-this is child protective services and people have reported that they have never seen ur parents around or inside the apartment ur living. So are ur parents there living with u?
Ava-u-um yea yea my parents live with me
Cps-okay well tomorrow we are going to vist
Ava-tomorrow?? No no u can't come tomorrow I have work and and
Cps-that fine I just need to see ur parents
Ava-what will happened if they aren't there
Cps-we will move your into a foster home
Ava-foster home? No what the actual fuck I can't do that bullshit
Cps-so are u saying ur parents aren't there?
Ava-yes yes they are dumb fuck i was just asking
Cps-we are dropping by tomorrow.
Ava-fines fine fuck
I hung up
Ava-fuck!
Chase-woah woah what happened
Ava-nothing nothing just cps is going to vist my place tomorrow
Rudy-why?
Ava-cus people are reporting that they have never seen my parents enter or leave my apartment
Maddison-oh
Madeline-so are ur parents going to be there?
Ava-um i um idk I'll try to see
Jonathan-wdym?
Ava-just idk bro if they don't show up I'm fucked they are sending me to foster care
Madeline-wait what?
Oh shit I said to much
Ava-nth um forget bout it lmao
Rudy-oh ok igz
We eat then leave again to set
We continued filming and stopped at 10pm
I went back home and tried calling my parents nothing.
So I just fell asleep and woke up at 5am again for work
I got ready grabbed my iced coffee with a toast and left
I got on set and they started with my hair and makeup
Then I went into wardrobe and started filming when
Director-cut! Ava there is someone here to see u
Ava-um? Who
Director-idk some lady
Ava-oh okay
I go out and it's cps
Lady-hello Ava
Ava-um hi?
Lady-we are here from cps and we are coming to take u
Ava-what! No u can't
Lady-yes we can we searched ur home no sign of parents and they weren't there
Ava-What the fuck! U can't just go into my fucking house then come and take me!
Lady-yes we can now get ur things we taking you one way or another
Ava-whatever
I started walking back on set and she followed
I went to Madeline and hugged her
Ava-they are taking me
Madeline-where?!
Ava-to f-foster care
Maddison-what why! No u can't
Lady-yes I can she doesn't have parents now hurry we have to leave
Chase-u aren't taking her
Jd-yea u can't!
Rudy-no no u aren't taking her
Lady-yes I am don't worry she'll find a loving home then if her parents are in no contact she'll move to adoption
Ava-please please don't let them take me
Madeline-I won't baby
She picks me up
Lady-Ur coming with me NOW
I flinched
Rudy-hey don't yell ur scaring her! Get off this set u aren't taking her
Lady-yes.I.am That little BRAT is coming with me
I flinched and started shaking
Madeline-Listen lady u come up to our work place and start making her scared that's not going to fucking happen
Lady-look unless someone takes her in today I'm taking her
Then chase and Madeline looked at each other
Chase-we will take her in
Lady-who?
Chase-me and Madeline we will adopt her
Lady-mmh do u guys have any records?
C&M-no
Lady-alright let me do a background check
She took out her computer and idk did whatever she had to
Then out of her bag got papers
Lady-both if u sign here and here then here and here then here and then sign what her last name will be then u got to do this paperwork
They signed everything
Lady-alright then ava these are ur parents you can stay
Ava-thank you
She left and I hugged chase and Madeline
Ava-thank you thank you thank you I love you guys so so much
Chase-ofc
Madeline-we will never let them take u I will never let anyone take you from us , no one will ever hurt you I promise I will forever protect you
I hug her and after work we go to my apartment
Madeline-well let's start packing
Ava-yea let's start
I didn't have much in my apartment so I packed up my clothes and packed up all my stuffies
Time skip 1 week
We finally rented out the apartment and moved everything into chases and madeleines apartment
I have my own room , everything is just filled with comfort they bought me new clothes , they bought me stuffies , they bought me makeup , new bedding and stuff for my bathroom
This is literally all I've wanted
We are eating dinner now that Madeline made
Ava-this is so good
M-is ittt I hope it is
C-it is
A-it's been so comforting being here I love it
C-we are glad your comfortable we want you to be
M-yes we do we want to give you the world you deserve it baby
C-and I know this may be a little shocker but we have some rules okay?
A-oh okay
M-well nothing to crazy just the basics yk no smoking,no drinking,if you want to go out you have to tell one of us either me or chase , you do have a cerfew , and we want to give you the option of public school or online but we want you in school
C-no boyfriends , no boys what so ever
A-oh pleaseeee
C-I'm being frrr I don't need any boy hurting you
M-would u like public or online
A-I think public
M-okay then you'll go to Public school this coming school year
(We are in the summer )
A-okayyy not to bad not to bad of rules
Time skip 5 weeks everything has been doing good I have js been feeling a little off lately and I don't even know why maybe it's time I go out
There's a party today and my friends invited me it starts at 10 so I start getting ready as its 8 and I put on this skirt and top with some sandals cute.
I take some pictures posting them then Maddy comes in
M-oh heyyy that's a super cute outfit
A-rightttt
M-you going somewhere?
A-oh yea I forgot to ask sorryy can I go to this party
M-a party? What kind
Fuck it ima lie
A-oh it's a birthday party for my friend
M-what time does it start
Well I can't say 10
A-it started around 8 it's now 930
M-well I mean I'm okay with it but it is a lil late what time is it over
A-well like around 2?
M-oh well let's get chase in here and we will talk and lyk. BABEEEE COME IN HERE
chase comes
M-so ava wants to go to this party what do u think but it ends at 2
C-yea no
A-WHAT but I'm readyyy
C-2am are you crazy look you can go but ur home by 12 1230 the latest
A-fine deal
C-and I'm dropping you off and picking u up
A-fineeee let's go
He drops me off and I enter the party drinks and blunts everywhere.
I go with my friends and they say I'm late giving me shot after shot
One turned into 7 so quick
A-Alr Alr I gotta chill
Friend1-oh come on don't u live alone
Ava-not anymore
Friend3-doesn't matter live a little come on
A-well I mean one night of drinking won't hurt
Friend2-not at all
I grabbed a mixed drinks slowly sipping on it while smoking a blunt we all took pictures
It was now 1130 and I think I might be feeling this I continue to drink losing complete control
It's now 12
Ding I look down at my phone
C-I will be there in 30!
Fuck
I continue to down all the drinks and start dancing on this random guy
Ding
C-you good??
Ding
M-you okay? Did something happen
Ding
M-we are on the way.
Ding
C-on the way.
I js left them on seen and grabbed another the guy grabs my waist and I start backing up on him slowly dancing
Friend1-Eyy ava someone is here for you
A-bro i I can't go im sooo drunk
I slur my words and try to stand up straight
Friend2-they said to call u or they'll come in
Fuck.
A-fuck bro fuck it idc
I slur more
Friend1-I mean your pretty drunk maybe you should go
A-lameeee ahhhaha
Friend2-come on I'll help u and I'll talk to them
A-im scaredddd
Friend1-come on
They help me walk out and I see chase with Madeline they quickly get out of the car chase grabbing me nd picking me up
Friend2-she's really drunk
A-heyyy wtf bro
Friend2-I'm sorry ava
A-I'm so fucked now u dumbass I slur
M-thank u
I feel her cover up and pull down my skirt
And chase puts me in the back seat
C-I can't believe your drunk ava are u kidding me
A-Noo I'm not
M-she's here with us okay chase Shes fine that's all that matters
C-still her actions have consequences and you will have a consequence ava
A-omg give me a fucking breakk who even are u
C-what.
M-sh sh js she's drunk she doesn't know js everyone let's stay quiet
The whole car ride was slient once we got home I got out of the car and I was feeling a little bit let's js say I wanted to stress them out I ran but don't get far as I can barely even stand chase picks me up again and walks me into the house placing me on the couch
With a blanket
M-here baby drink some water
She hands me a glass of water
I slowly drink it and lay down
A-I'm so sorry I'm sorry I I am
C-hey hey it's okay we will talk about this tomorrow
A-I'm so sorry
Tears falling from my eyes I break down
M-why are u crying my sweet girl
She pulls me into a hug I cry into her
A-I'm so sorry I I did this to to u I'm sorry I I really love u guys pleasee don't kick me out
C-hey look at me
I don't look
M-look at him baby it's okay
I slowly look up at him with my blood shot eyes
He wipes my tears
C-we will never kick u out , yes you did something wrong but we are just upset because anything could've happened you could've gotten hurt but your young and your gonna make these dumb decisions look we can talk In the morning for right now let's get some rest
A-can u please stay with me
C&M-ofc
They laid next to me and I laid my head on Madelyn
I pass out
The next morning I wake up with a headache and I wake up to Madelyn and chase making breakfast
M-well Goodmorning
A-Goodmorning
I say looking down I didn't even want to look at them
C-come here let's talk
I get up and go with them in the kitchen
C-you understand why we are upset right , you disobeyed us by getting drunk
A-yes I'm so sorry I swear I am
C-I understand and it's all forgiven but you know there's consequences
A-yes I know
C-hand over your phone your grounded for a week and no going out for 2 understand
A-yes I understand
I give him my phone
M-I'm sorry we have to do this baby
A-it's okay I understand
C-you just could've gotten your drink spiked, you could've gotten hurt , assaulted, anything you don't know how dangerous the world can be.
M-and we have to protect you , we love and care for you we need you to be safe we need you to stay alert and away from drinking
A-I will I promise
C-good
After that we ate and went to the mall