Liv-16
John b , jj , Sarah , kie , pope
.John Bs sister , lives with him ever since his dad got Lost at sea
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Today was a normal day in the obx, the waves were beautiful it was sunny and summer no school no worries
I decided I wanted to surf today turning to my brother nd his friends who turned into family I asked
Liv-John bbb can we pleasee go surfing pretty please
Johnb-mhmm I mean why not come on get dressed
Liv-YESSSS
I left to my room changing into a two piece I had bought without my brother knowing I put on shorts and kept my top on I grab my surfing board and go outside
Johnb-what the hell are you wearing
Liv-um a bathing suit
Johnb-tht is way to open go change
Jj-I think John Bs right with this one kid go and put on a shirt
Liv-um no
Johnb-excuse me
Jj-oh she talks backk
Liv-I said no who are u to tell me anything
Johnb-your brother and only family you have left now go or ur phone is gonna be mine because don't forget I can take it
Liv-ugh bro your so annoyingggg
Sarah-come on guys it's just a top look js keep the shorts on and if anything I'll take you a extra shirt
Liv-yes come on johnb plus it's not like I'm going out out
Johnb-fine let's go
I smile nd we head out to the beach
Once we got there i immediately locked eyes with this guy I've never seen before I go out to the waves and start surfing for bout 30 minutes I decided to take a break and sit on the sand when I feel a tap on my shoulder
???-hey
Liv-oh hi?(it's the boy it's the boy)
???-I can't help but ask what's ur name? I saw you when you got here
Liv-it's liv
???-hi liv I'm Blake
Liv-hi Blake
Blake-well I was wondering if you would like to maybe go out today? There's a camp fire party nd we should go
Liv-well idk my brother never lets me go to parties and we literally js met
Blake-so what I wanna get to know you more why don't u sneak out nd I can pick u up then drop you off before sunrise
Liv-well okay then
The wind starts picking up so he moves my hair out of my face when I hear
Johnb-LIV
liv-yes
Johnb-I thought u wanted to surf go and surf
Liv-well I met a friend
Johnb-who is this what's your name
Blake-it's Blake
Liv-look johnb js go over there I'll get in the water right now
Johnb-alright then but u better go
Liv-I will I will
He leaves
And me nd Blake continue to talk after about 2 more hours of surfing we went home on the ride home John b brings up Blake
Johnb-so who's that guy
Liv-just a friend
Jj-mhm I think he wants you I don't approve
Pope-yea I don't either
Johnb-3 against one
Sarah-well I think they are a great match
Kie-the most perfect
Liv-you seeee he's the one for meee
Johnb-your delusionalll to think u can have a boyfriend
Liv-oh shut uppp
We get home
I showered and changed and after dinner said I was going to sleep early
I started doing my makeup nd changed into something simple just shorts and a crop top
It was now 12am and Blake texts he is outside
I slowly go out the back door making sure I don't make any noise
I get into Blake's car and he has drinks on drinks
Blake-hello beautiful
Liv-Hii Blake
Blake-I got us drinks go ahead and get whatever you like I have a whole cooler full of drinks
I grabbed one of my favs and we drove to the bonfire
Blake-you look beautiful liv you do
Liv-well thank you blake
Blake-do u smoke
Liv-sometimes when I'm away from my brother
Blake-well look in that box
I grab this box and I open it it's filled with blunts
Liv-oh my
I grab one and we smoked it on the way over there
Once we got there we got our drinks and headed to the fire
We sat close and started drinking more nd more
By this time I'm high and I'm starting to feel the drinks
Blake leans in as I do to kissing turning into a make out session
We get up and all the drinking hits I'm drunk. I feel nothing I feel peace every worry is gone .
Me and Blake start dancing and I see some of my friends show up
Friend1-livvv your heree you haveee to take a shot
Liv-welll if u insist
One turned into 2 which led to more and more I start slurring my words and my eyes feel heavy
Blake is now drunk passed out with his friends it's now 3am
Ring ring ring
Fuck it's johnb ignore
Ring ring ring johnb again
Ring ring ring Sarah now fuck
Ring ring ring Sarah again really
Texts start filling my screen
Johnb-where the hell are you liv
Johnb-who tf are you with
Johnb-send me your location now
Johnb-liv your location now.
Johnb-i can't believe you where are you
Johnb-answer me
Sarah-hey liv where are you johnb is worried sick
Sarah-come on reply I can try to help u but he is mad
Sarah-I can pick u up just tell me where u are
Sarah-I promise I'll go
Ingored. I'm already fucked so why stop now
I smoked another blunt and took 2 more shots bad idea. Everything is moving nd I'm so drunk I start dancing and 20 minutes later my phone is still going off but I hear a voice call out my name
??-LIV DROP THAT BEER RIGHT NOW
oh fuck
I turned and I see johnb and Sarah
They start coming towards me so I run and I don't make it far he grabs me by the arm
Johnb-WHAT THE HELL ARE U THINKING WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U
liv-hiiiiiii brotherrr I say slurring
Johnb-are u fucking kidding me ur drunk
Sarah-hey hey calm down johnb she's here we r with her let's just get her home
Johnb-you are in so much fucking trouble liv
At this point my friends are here
Friend1-ouuu liv
Friend2-shi I wouldn't listen to him liv come on
Fuck it I grabbed a drink and chugged it in front of them
He slaps it out of my hand and grabs my arm pulling me away
Liv-LET GO UR EMBARRASSING ME
Johnb-no LIV UR EMBARRASSING YOURSELF LETS GO NOW
Johnb-You don't KNOW HOW MUCH TROUBLE YOUR GONNA BE IN WTH IS WRONG WITH U
I try pulling away which makes him pick me up
I start slurring all my words and can barely say a sentence he puts me in the backseat and I lay there sarah next to me
Sarah-why why would u do this baby
Liv-I I no know stop beingggg lameee
Sarah-you don't know what could've happened to u
Liv-mhm so what
Sarah-anything could've happened you never do this why are u doing this
Liv-Because I want
She lets out a sigh
We get back home and I can even walk
Johnb picks me up carrying me inside
Johnb-I honestly can't believe u liv
Liv-WELL I CAN IDC JOHNB YOU ARENT DAD OKAY YOUR NOT HIM AND UR NOT GONNA BE HIM WHO TF DO U THINK U ARE U ARE NOTHING
Johnb-go to bed liv before you regret saying this
Liv-NO I WANNA GO BACK TO THT PARTY
sarah walks in
Sarah-sh sh sh ya liv look at me
I look at her
Sarah-johnb is the only only family you have left you don't know how much he loves and cares for u anything could've happened to u this was very stupid to do. He's not your dad but he's the closest father figure you'll get.
A tear falls off my eye
Johnb can't stand seeing me cry
So he picks me up and I dig my head into his chest letting out tears
Liv-I'm so sorry I'm so sorry I slur
I start crying more
Liv-I I don't deserve a brother like u I'm sorry I'm so sorry
Johnb-sh sh it's okay calm down
He rubs circles on my back
Johnb-it's okay calm down we can talk about this in the morning everything will be okay Livy I know your sorry
Liv-please stay
Johnb-I will
My cry's slowly fade out and I fall asleep in his arms
He lays me on my bed
The next morning I woke up rubbing my eyes not having a clue what happened last night js that I'm in deep shit and johnb embrassed me
IM SCARED
Knock knock
Johnb comes in
Fuck
Johnb-get up and get dressed we have a lot to talk about liv
He leaves and I get dressed then go into the kitchen
Johnb-what were u thinking liv sneaking out , getting drunk and high, yelling at me Wht Is going On
liv-I I wasn't okay I'm sorry
Johnb-sorry isnt going to cut it Liv you disobeyed me so bad.
Liv-oh like you have neverrr drank
Johnb-I have liv but anything could've fucking happened to you you don't understand how dangerous it is for u to do that what if something happend and we weren't there the only reason I knew u were there was because others posted it I'm so disappointed in you liv
Liv-I promise I'm so sorry. I am so sorry
Johnb-your grounded for 2 weeks no phone no going out do u understand
Liv-I understand
I say looking down
He lifts up my chin
Johnb-I love you livy I need you to be safe and I can't have you drinking especially when I'm not there. Once I think your ready to go and drink alone I'll let u but right now I don't need you doing that
Liv-I love u to johnb and yes okay I won't drink anymore
He pulls me into a hug
