I can't love ever again

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Seungmins pov

My heart was beating so fast i feel like it's affecting my sickness

I relaxed on the couch for a little until Hyunjin came back

When he did he came back with a hot rag for my forehead and a blanket

Hyunjin sat on the couch

"Here lay your head on my lap" Hyunjin said

"O-okay" I stuttered

I layed down on the couch with my head in Hyunjins lap

He put the rap on my forehead carefully and he put the thin blanket over me

"Now you can rest" Hyunjin said

There was a long silence

Hyunjin was playing on his phone and I was trying to sleep

Cause honestly this made me tired

"Thank you hyung" i said

"Oh its nothing- you dont have to thank me- after all I would only do this for you, no one else" Hyunjin said

I felt my cheeks heat up. He would only do this for me? Ughhh is he making me fall in love again

I can't fall in love again- not after what happened, I got severely abused and played on last time I fell in love

I cant do it again- these whole relationship thingys dont set with me and I'm done with it

But if Hyunjin keeps acting like this it will ruin everything- I can not trust my self to love ever again

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