Hi! I just want to warn you that this is a sensitive content i advise you to stop reading if you have a weak heart and may this content trigger something. This chapter contains suiciding, self harm, stress,blood,cursing, depression and violence
Senku
- its still going... My body is in pain, i cant take it anymore. All, this wounds keep coming back even if i try to tend it everytime. I can't take it anymore, i cant keep a smile anymore its just so, painful and hard to keep up with a fake smile i plaster on my face everyday. My mind is blank and my body is weak, i grabbed the blade and starts to cut, it might just end my life after the cut on my vein. A cut that will be my freedom, i cant fight anymore... I started to count the cuts. Both arms full of forever curse that will hold me back to live... 1...8...15...27...33...50 . Blood flowing through my arm and it just keep flowing. The blade on my right hand just fell and a pool of blood had formed on the cold tiles of my bathroom. I cant stand anymore neither live... I'm sorry senku i can't keep on living. Just as i was about to pass out i heard the door bang open. The last thing i remember is hearing a voice I'd be longing to hear for..
-senku panted as he saw his lover who is sitting on the corner of the tub holding a bloody blade. His eyes run through her left arm that is full of cuts some are old and there's a lot of news. His breathe hicked at the sight of his s/o."(NAME)!! (NAME)!! PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME!! I AM BEGGING YOU PLEASE!!"Senku rushed over to his s/o as he checked your heartbeat and pulse. He felt his eyes watering after hearing that its getting slower and weaker, he immediately called an ambulance and carried you out praying that you will survive no he believes that you will survive.Gen
-I'm tired... I shouldn't have been borned, i am worthless and pathetic. I can't keep up with life anymore. I just wished i could just die and be free from all the pain. I let out a sigh and grabbed the rope. I tied it up and hang it on the balcony, i stood up from the chair attempting to die with such a beautiful view. I am sorry gen i failed you, i failed as a good girlfriend. I hang my head taking a deep breath and kicked the chair beneath me. I felt the rope tightens and cutting my airpath. I felt a large head ache and feeling suffocated. I felt my heart beating so loud and only my eyes are focusing on the lights of the city. Just as i was to blackout and completely not breath i felt myself getting lifted up and the rope that is on my neck being removed giving me a chance to breath. "(Name) you dummy how could you be so selfish? You didn't think how depressed i will be if you are gone... Tell me what's happening please. Open up for me, i can be here for you. I will give you hugs and i can become you human pillow that will hold your tears and give you warmth just tell me please don't end your life please" gen sobbed hardly as his tears fell down on your paled face that is slowly coming back to normal. "Gen... Love" i felt my throat dry and hurt its hard to speak after getting my throat crushed. Gen picked me up and grabbed a water bottle not dropping me once. He just holded me as if his life was depended on it, not once he didn't stopped crying and sobbing a mess. I felt the guilt rushed throat my body causing me to breakdown as he just held me tight comforting me.
Ukyo
-my life was really stressful. I just wanted to disappear and die. I can't anymore. No matter how hard i try, i can't be good enough. I sacrificed everything but still not good enough. I felt worthless and pathetic. I can't just depend my life on ukyo, he is busy too, he is also stressed and tired. I can't let him be more stressed on me when he is already working hard and putting a lot of effort on our relationship. I am scared, tired, numb and my anxiety just growed even more when i found out that i had failed the test. My parents will disown me and they will call me a failure, lazy, worthless, pathetic, bitch, whore, slut and even more names. I can't reach their expectations, i can't be the perfect daughter, i can't be the girl who will fulfill your prides. I haved been fighting over my depression, anxiety, mental health issues and anger issues. I just want to die. I looked up seeing the beautiful view from up the 70 floors building. I was about to jump when the door opened behind me revealing ukyo who is panting heavily and tears running on his face. "(NAME) BABY!!! PLEASE I AM BEGGING YOU WITH MY WHOLE LIFE DON'T JUMP PLEASE I- I DONT KNOW WHAT WILL I DO WITHOUT YOU!! THE FACT YOU GAVE ME SUCH A HAPPINESS THAT I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD FEEL. PLEASE LOVE DON'T DIE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH PLEASE (NAME)" ukyo shouted with all his heart out and then breaking down with his knees weakning. The sight was unbearable and (name) quickly jump down to give ukyo a hug. "I'm sorry ukyo. Please forgive me, I'm sorry that i made you feel this way I'm sorry that i made you worried I'm sorry that i hurted you" as (name) sobbed ukyo pulled her into a warm hug she'd been longing wanted to feel again. She did not hesitate to hug back and let out a loud cries and sobbing on ukyo, which ukyo did not care he just wanted to hold (name) and not let go.
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FanfictionCharacters Ishigami Senku Asagiri Gen Saionji Ukyo Shishio Tsukasa Chrome Hyoga Ryuusui Kinro Ginro Request are closed