I had a dream..

The dream.

It started with me hanging out with one of my male friends in his garden. For some reason his grandma was there, sitting in her wheelchair to observe us. So me and my friend were just having fun when suddenly we saw something we haven't noticed before. It was a door and the door was laying down on the ground. We tried to stand it up but it seemed like it was attached to the ground so we tried opening it. He pulled the handle and the door flung open, almost knocking him over. As him and me leaned down over the open door to look at what had been hidden behind the closed door we saw ice and it looked like there was a lit up hole under it. The ice was thick and cloudy but when he knocked on it it shattered and we got sucked in. We fell for a few seconds before we landed in what seemed to be a water filled pipe. The walls were rounded and there was just enough space between the roof and the surface to fit half of your head so that you can breathe. I remember that I looked down and I couldn't see the bottom... Just deep darkness. Suddenly he started floating away from me. I tried to grab him and hold him there but he float away to fast and I couldn't move. He disappeared and soon people started floating by me. First a woman, a nurse I saw at the hospital. She looked at me scared and she grabbed me, hissing "don't do it, don't do it!!!" Then something I couldn't see grabbed her and she disappeared. Within a few seconds others float by, they were quiet and laying on their backs just looking at me with dead eyes. They were all nurses and doctors from the hospital. I opened my mouth to say something but quickly closed it as I felt it get filled with water, almost suffocating me. I notice that now I'm under water and I can't move. When I look up I can see the surface through the clear water. It's peaceful, quiet and calming as the water is warm and pure. Then I see a woman appear in front of me. She look like a skinny, almost anorexic, dark haired woman with crystal blue eyes. She point down and asks me to look and when I do I see that nurse I saw first, tied down to a rock on the bottom, staring up at me. I remember her name... Vanessa. She's a very sweet girl. The woman then snap her fingers and the rope gets cut like its magic and she starts floating up. I watch as she pass me and I wonder why she's so scared. After all, she's floating to the air bubble that'll save her. Boy, was I wrong... As soon as she reach the surface all her bones snap, loudly and very visibly. Her eyes roll back into her head and soon she floats off, lifeless... I look down at the dark haired woman and shake my head. She smile and raise her hand, all the other doctors and nurses that were tied to the bottom starts rising to the surface. I see their backs break, necks snap, body parts gets ripped off them and they all drift off in pieces as the heavy blood from them slowly sinks towards the bottom like rain drops. I look at the woman in front of me and she say in a serious voice. "These people didn't choose to die... They wanted their life and they were grateful for the life they had... Are you really gonna throw away the most precious gift you've been given? A gift so many people want to keep..."
Then I woke up... And I realised.. I don't want to die. I will not end myself...