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August 7th5:30 pm

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August 7th
5:30 pm

•• JM
I decided to come to Yoona's apartment earlier than planned. I was bored out of my mind at home, and I know she is to. The fact that I know we'll get along just fine helps too.

On top of everything else, I feel like I a can ask for her advice on something that has been bothering me for quite some time now. She doesn't seem like the type of person who would judge me for it, I know she won't.

•• Yoona
JM called 30 minutes ago, saying that he'd like to come in early. I honestly have nothing better to do, so why the heck not, right? He also said he'd be bringing his mic that has a small speaker attached to it, saying he'd want us to have fun and sing karaoke when we get wasted.

So we're getting wasted I guess? There's something about him that makes me feel at ease when I talk to him. It's like I'm talking to a long lost brother or something. He's very... comforting? I dunno. Something along those lines.

JM:
Quickly, quicklyyyy..
*whispering to himself*

Yoona:
Someone's excited.

I pushed myself and Yoona inside and hurriedly closed her door. I heard JK's door about to open and this is the last thing I wanted him to see. I know we're not doing anything wrong, and we aren't planning to. But I also know that he's in a vulnerable state and might minsunderstand. I can't let that happen.

•• Yoona
JM and I have been talking for 2 hours now, I told him about my parents and how I lost them. How much I love my brother and how I'd give everything and anything to make sure he's happy.

He also shared his life story, he apologized for sounding braggy, especially after I told him about my parents death. His life was more.. how should I say it. Fairy tale like, magical even. His parents were both very supportive, helped him move to Seoul to pursue his dreams, and has watched every single drama/movie that he has ever been on.

He told me that he and JK have been friends since he was 9 and JK was 7. That they both moved here, and auditioned for the same band, and that 3J was supposed to be 4J. He backed out a couple of months before debut, saying that they had rules that he refused to live by. Actors, however, get more freedom than idols. That they have rules too, but not as strict compared to idols. He does love to sing, but he's not courageous enough to give up his life to be a singer.

The things he said made me have second thoughts, if what he's saying is true, and I believe it is. What does that mean for me and JK?

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