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A/N note:-
⚠ Trigger warning ⚠
In this chapter there is going to alot of swearing even though I *** it.
There are also going to mentions of torture and kidnapping.
Also angst warning⚠
I wrote this chapter when I was really angry *-_-
so there is also alot of anger and angst in this chapter.
And no comfort after hurt in this chapter.
This chapter is going to be only in A/N Pov.
mention of attempt of su*c*d*.
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A/N Pov

Taeyong left the bar. His head was clouded with thoughts. He tried drinking but he knew it wouldn't help so he left the place after taking some shots.
He needed fresh air.

Jaehyun who has been drinking to stop sadness and anger he was feeling. He was drunk now, he left the bar not knowing where he was going.

Taeyong spotted Jaehyun who looked like he was blacked out. Taeyong decided to leave after he scoffed at Jaehyun. But Jaehyun heard him scoffing at him.

"Yahhh! Lee Taeyong!" Jaehyun said.
"What are you scoffing at you di**head?" He added.

"I don't wanna talk to you Jaehyun" Taeyong said.

"HOW LONG ARE YOU GOING TO RUN AWAY FROM THE TRUTH ?" Jaehyun was now screaming with anger.

"WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO STOP LYING?" Taeyong screamed back. "STOP IT WILL YOU EVER? WE ARE DONE FOR GOOD!. DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND I HATE YOU!".

"LISTEN! YOU WERE THE ONE WHO MESSED UP!
WE WERE DONE!
WE ARE DONE!
WHY DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT!
WHY CAN'T YOU UNDERSTAND THAT WE WERE NEVER MEANT TO BE!
YOU BETRAYED ME!
YOU LIED TO ME!
YOU BROKE ME BEYOND REPAIR!
I AM JUST SURVIVING FOR MY KIDS!
I WAS READY TO END MY LIFE!
ALL BECAUSE YOU MF!
I F**KING HATE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!" Taeyong let his anger out on Jaehyun who was now fuming with anger.

"YOU WERE THE ONE WHO CUT ME OFF! YOU MADE PEOPLE TURN THEIR BACK TOWARDS ME!
YOU WERE THE ONE WHO BELIEVED THE BU**SH** YOUR BROTHER WAS TELLING YOU!
IF YOU HAD A PROBLEM WITH ME WHY YOU NEVER QUESTIONED ME?
WHY WERE YOU BELIEVING THE LIES YOU HEARING FROM FU**ING ASS**** OF A BROTHER!
PEOPLE THOUGHT I WAS ONE WRONG WHEN YOU WERE PLAYING VICTIM WHEN YOU NEVER SUFFERED!
I WAS THE ONE WHO WAS DESTROYED!
ALL BECAUSE YOU BELIEVED EVERY B***SH** YOU WERE HEARING!
MY PEOPLE, FRIENDS, MY REPUTATION ALL WAS RUINED BECAUSE OF YOU AND YOUR BIT**A** BROTHER!
I HAD TO LEAVE MY HOME COUNTRY BECAUSE OF YOU!
I SPENT MY LIFE FINDING EVIDENCE BUT WHEN I TRIED TO TALK TO YOU, YOU WERE THE ONE WHO THE SLAMMED THE DOOR RIGHT ON MY FACE!" Jaehyun spilled all the emotions he has been hiding inside.

"NOT EVEN ME MY KIDS WERE ALSO TRAUMATIZED BECAUSE OF YOUR BROTHER!
HE KIDNAPED THEM WHEN THEY WERE LITERAL BABIES!
ALL BECAUSE THE KIDS WERE GIVING A ME A REASON TO LIVE!
I WAS ON VERGE OF FU**ING KILLING MYSELF WHEN I MET Y/N AND SUNGCHAN!
THEY GAVE ME REASON TO SEE THE SUN EVERY MORNING!
THEY FU**ING GAVE ME A REASON TO BREATH!
BUT YOU AND YOUR BROTHER HAD TO RUIN IT TOO!
HE TORCHERED THEM WHEN Y/N WAS ONLY 2!
HOW RUTHLESS CAN YOU BE?
AND YOU ARE THE ONE WHO SUFFERED!"

"YOU RUINED MY LIFE LEE TAEYONG!" Jaehyun said as he was on verge of tears.

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Y/N said as she looked at her father who looked like he was broken inside............
"Y/Nahh...." Jaehyun said as a tear slipped from his eye.
"So he is the one?" Y/N asked her face blank.
Jaehyun only nodded his head as a yes.

"Come on Dad I think we should leave" Y/N said blankly but her face looked like she could murder someone.

"Jaehyun........" Taeyong finally spoke.

"Don't you fu**ing dare."
Y/N said as she glared at Taeyong with hate in her eyes.
Her eyes were looking pink coloured.

"But......" Taeyong tried reasoning.
"BACK OFF!!" Y/N said as now her eyes and hair were glowing pink.

"Look kid me and your Dad need to talk." Taeyong tried talking again.

"I SAID FU**ING BACK OFF!"
Y/N screamed.
Taeyong backed off as he saw her creating a force field around Jaehyun and herself.

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I haven't checked for grammar mistakes!!!

Sorry to anyone who became sad because of this chapter :((