Doflamingo x reader The scientist 2: When the cat catch the bird

I can't be in love

Doflamingo P.O.V.
I am on that stupid cell with sea stones handcuffs.
I have to find a way to get out of here.
Delord told somethings about my queen's past. She told me, my sweet and precious (f/n) was hating me... no. It's a lie. I remember i was kissing her and she told me 'i love you, Doffy'. Onel is wrong.
I don't know what kind of releation she had with my queen but she is wrong. It can't be true...
I hear steps and see again the blue hair woman, she unlocks my cell and walks inside.
Her expression is angry, full of hate. Did she believe i'm responsible for (f/n)?
She pulls out of her belt a golden gun and aim me.
"Doflamingo i am a very evil woman. I don't know if i have to kill you or make you feel pain. Pain like mines." She narrows her eyes. It can't be the same with hers...

Name/Onel P.O.V.
He looks at me and laughs. "Fufufu~. If you want to kill me just do it. I have feel a lot of pain from when she gone."
Is he trying to foolish me?
"Doflamingo your family took from me and the last member of my family!"
"Is she was your family? Come on shut up and shot me. I can't stand to tell anything. Just shoot! I was loving her most of any one! I can't stand to listen you that i cause her pain!"
He tells me. He tries to play with my psychology. He can't love me. He can't. Is he have understand who i am and play?
I put my finger on the trigger.
"All of my family die from a damm bullet in try to protect me! My father, my sister and my brother!"
"Is was your sister?" He looks at me.
I can't hold back! My hand is trembling! Why i can't pull the trigger? A tear fell of my eye. I can't! Why? I can't be in love! He is responsible for Tails death! He kiddnapped me. He raped me. No! I can't be in love! This man is....
He is looking at me and laugh. He understands i am not so storng to pull the trigger.
I put down the gun.
"Fufufu. What's wrong Onel? I thought you want me dead."
I slap him. "Shut up!"
His sunglasses fell from his face and my eyes meet his sky blue ords. He is looking at me with query.
I freezze. Those adorable eyes... no! I am becoming weak!
I turn away. I go outside of the cell and lock it. I run as fast as i can to my office.
I slam the door and open my drawer and i take on my hands my book. The red flower. Yes, i have keep it. He had gifted to me. I open to the first page and read
Everything for my queen...
I close the book and hug it. I can't be in love... i can't to have feelings for that sick man...
What he have done to me?
He is driving me crazy...
I don't know what to do...
I can't be in love...
Tears are falling from my eyes...
Knock knock
"Who is it?" I ask.
"Boss, it's Oliver."
"Come in."
He open's the door and notices me.
"What's wrong? What happen?"
I stand up and hug him. I cry more.
"You are my only friend Oliver... i---i--i can't stand it.."
He pets my head. "What happen?" He is worring.
"Is that man? Doflamingo?" He asks.
I cry on his shoulder. "Yes."
Oliver is the only one who knows everything about my life and the only one here who knows what had happend between me and Doflamingo. He hugs me tigher. Maybe he is calling me boss but i feel him like a brother.
If someone will try ever to take Oliver i will just kill him. I can't lose any one else.
"Take a breathe, sweep your tears, sit on a chair and i will bring you a cup of tea to relax and you will tell me what happened. Okay, boss?
I nod and sit down. He leaves for a little and come back with a cup of tea. He gives me the hot cup and i drink. That really help me to relax.
"Thank you, Oliver. You are the best."