Sky Evans, a twenty-two-year-old New Yorker, makes her way to a new employment opportunity at the most prestigious corporation, R'O. Slowly but surely, she begins to fall in love with her boss, even though she knows her boss would never see her the...
I'm currently visiting Sky I haven't been able to see her the past couple days since I do have a new born
She hasn't awoken yet she had another mini seizure last night The doctors said she can breath on her one now and all her vitals looked good but they didn't understand why she had the seizure but come found out something was interrupting her normal connections between her nerve cells in her brain they did diagnosed her with Mid epilepsy they check up on her every couple hours
The thing that scarred me the most is they don't know if she's going to wake up...normal
They said she might not remember anyone or anything that happened in her life time they said she might have memory loss which Terrifies me so much... I just don't want her to forget me
𝙇𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙤𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙙𝙖𝙮
I groan hearing my daughters loud cry's I set up a temporary room for her me and Sky didn't get the chance to get her room decorated her crib is the only thing in the room aswell as some of her onesies and diapers
I get up off my bed and slowly walk towards her room ever since We've got home from seeing sky she hasn't too crying
I've tried to keep her , burp her, rock her everything I've tried and she won't stop crying before we left she was fine but now I don't know and I'm starting to get concerned
"What is it baby" i say picking her up and putting her over my shoulder and she keeps crying
"I don't know what's wrong" i say also crying form frustration
I sit down on the floor and take off my shirt and bra leaving me naked from the waist up i take off her onesie leaving her in her diaper i put her against my chest allowing my head to rest against the wall
Lightly i pat her back letting her cry
Her cries start to slow down and turn in little whimpers
I feel little lips wrap around my nipple I look down to see her Hazel blue light eyes look up at mines while sucking softly I smile down at her stroking her red hair
"Your ok" I whisper kissing her forehead her small hand grabs my finger I've started to notice she's does that when she nurses or whenever I told her
I find it so Adorable I have at least almost 400 pictures in my phone of her I think I'm becoming one of those moms that are going to have hundreds of photo albums in there closet
I was sitting there watching her when realization hit me like a tone of bricks
"I'm a mom" I whisper to myself before smiling widely I've always wanted to be a mother ever since I was younger but when I was with Micheal I've always thought I never would have the chance he never wanted child matter of fact he heated children ever time he was child her Would mumbling things under his breath
I never really wanted to have a child with him not light he would let me keep it he would probably beat me until it was dead
When I got away from him the thoughts of having children were there anymore I didn't want any like the used to
But when i found out I was pregnant all those thoughts on wanting children came back at first I was scared and yes scared that sky wasn't going to want the child but also scared that I wasn't going to be a good mother I'm still im going to turn out like my mother I don't ever want to turn out like her
she's the reason for most of my insecurities even tho Ive always has some body dysphoria she made them worse until I taught myself no to care
But those thoughts do come back sometimes
I was snapped out of my thoughts by my phone ringing loudly me making me jump
I reach into my pocket struggling at little since it's in the back pocket
Fishing out my phone I check to see I have 30 missed calls from Iona waking my eyes widen
"Shit" I curse scrambling to call her back
"Rosa" she yells into the phone
"Yes I'm sorry I didn't answer" i say She goes on and tells me what's going on before hanging up making my eyes widen
Putting my phone back into my pocket I hurry and get up but being carful now to hurt my baby
I go into the room and changed into something more comfortable real quick since I had on uncomfortable jeans and a itchy shirt.
Not caring to even put on a bra or panties I hurry and put on the first thing I grabbed from my closet not even caring to look at what it was I put on a Tight short grey dress that has one strap on the right
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When I look at what I had on I sigh heavily hating what I had on since my breasts where over flowing the dress the only thing that looked good was my ass in this dress
My breast are bigger than they were when I was pregnant and my breast where huge when I was pregnant I'm originally a DD and I'm probably about a DDD/F since my breast are full of milk
Deciding I'll change another time I change Mijah into a cute little outfit before grabbing her diaper bag and making my way out the door but not before trying to stuff my breasts back into my dress regretting not putting on a bra
Iona's words linger in my head as I drive down the street making me very anxious
