NOT! RIGHT! NOW!

oh la la

Blitzø looked up at Stolas questioning him. Stolas just shrugged. Blitzø looked back down at the floor while walking to the table. He sat down while Stolas started cooking some bacon and eggs.
"Sooo, what are we to you..."
"I-I don't know. I don't really want to be IN a relationship because I am scared I will fuck it up just like the rest..."
"Well, I don't think you would be able to really make me hate you."
Blitzø looked away. He hadn't thought Stolas would say anything like that. Did he really want him and Stolas to be official or no? Ugh, he couldn't decide. On the other hand, Stolas was really hoping Blitzø would want to start dating him.
"Ugh, I don't know... I can't think clearly with just waking up and also being really hungry. How about we talk about this later? Sound good?"
"Mhm, anything to make you feel comfortable, Blitzø. Just know that you can trust me."
Blitzø hoped he would just forget about it and never have to talk about it again. He just didn't know. Yes, he did love Stolas but he didn't want Stolas to hate him nor did he want to hurt Stolas.

Stolas finished breakfast and handed Blitzø his plate with perfect scrambled eggs and bacon cooked to perfection. While they ate they talked about Loona and Octavia, the business, their life's, and how to kill a few victims for Blitzø's clients.

Stolas had giggled when Blitzø had made a joke and that made him blush. At that moment, Blitzø knew that he wanted Stolas. He didn't want him sexually but more romantically. Wait, what if I hurt him? Or I make him hate me? Or worse... He shook the thoughts out of his now empty head.

He stared into Stolas' eyes while Stolas talked.
"Um, hello, Blitzy?"
"Oh, wait, what happened?"
"Well, you kind of zoned out at least I think."
"Oh yeah, sorry!"
Stolas giggled, "It's fine!"
They had talked for another hour making sure to cover a lot. Everything in that conversation disappeared into silence when Stolas said 3 confusing and stressful words...

Thanks to everyone who have supported me through this story and more! I might even make a TikTok for my stories at this point! I just wanted to leave this off on a good note and let y'all know that I am not dead! Lol! Love all of y'all!