"New Start"

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After graduating summer came to me.These question went through my mind.

What should i do this summer.... Should i do something productive? or i'll go on my old daily life routine during summer.So i started playing online games again as usual i ended up becoming a pro gamer like any other online games iv'e played.iv'e gotten popular on the entire server itself due to my fast pace plays.My guild ranked on top i was also known from other countries i had a lot of fans from North America and Brazil.and i started playing other online games too.i got bored since there was something i wanted that i couldn't find myself.

But there was this girl i met in game. she added me on facebook she was pretty cute.Her name was Nicole she's a cheerful gamer we played together i never felt complete like before she makes me always happy we had fun playing games together i even pilot her account to reach the top rank on the game.

Then i talked to her.

"Me:Hey nicole do you have any boyfriend?"

"Nicole: no why?"

"Me: Well do you mind having one?"

"Nicole: i guess so"

"Me:Would you be my girlfriend?"

"Nicole:Sure why not?"

"Me:That's Great :D"

Then we started dating,Mostly on Internet Cafe's sometimes on mall if we wanted to chill out like starbucks.mostly on McDonald's we also joined tournaments and win we were like a perfect pro gaming couple who could beat anyone from the game we play.then we became really popular on the game back then.there were a lot of guys adding her on facebook and flirting with her. but i blocked those guys who flirted with her on her account.she didn't mind since i was her Boyfriend after all,and have skype before we sleep.

then i talked to her

"Me:bhie don't leave me ok?"

"Nicole:I won't leave you since you're my one and only lovable boyfriend who would take care of me i love you bhie:" (Then She kissed me)

"Me:Let's go play some MMORPG and Dominate the entire server ahahha"

"Nicole:Ok bhie hahaha"

We manage to make a strong guild and dominate the server.and i left her my account since i needed to take care of my guild on the other game.

But there was this day when she dumped me.

"Nicole:Bhie i need to tell you something..."

"Me:what is it bhie?"

"Nicole:we should break up...."

"Me:HUH?! but why? isn't our relationship getting well?"

"Nicole:Yes but... im going on another country and im inlove with someone else.."

"Me:But why? how could you do this to me? can't we just chat through facebook until you go back here?

"Nicole:I can't because im not going back at the philippines... and im engage with the person i love i'm really sorry but i did love you.."

"Me:but...."

"Nicole:im really sorry Makoto-kun.... this is goodbye for us...."

I cried for an hour and i can't sleep and eatwell that time i thought i was gonna die due to depression.i don't know what to do with my future i don't know where to start over again it's just like the last time what happend to me with mary jane.i gave my all for nothing love sure is cruel.i started listening to lonely music and my sense of music was getting better and i discovered a japanese band that made me inspired on going on.These part of the lyrics made me go on

"Get up Get up Get up Get up

Time to make amends for what you did

Get up Get up Get up Get up

Running with the demons in your head

Let's shout it out completely

You never really wanna know

Let's shout it out we're screaming oh oh

Don't go it's a mighty long fall

When you thought love was the top

Oh no it's a wake up call

When your life went into shock"

[Mighty Long Fall - ONE OK ROCK]

So i continued playing guitar and started learning Advance chords and lesson i bought a book on a mall entitled "The Only Guitar You'll Ever Need" well i find it interesting There were Chords,Scales,And Other Stuffs about Guitar and Guitar Efx.As i keep on going i manage learning how to lead and play Bass.I Got into Post Hard-core and rock.and i kept getting better on guitar and thinking of starting to make a band with my friends.

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