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Self love (no member)

Y/N's P.O.V :)

Getting home I was really exhausted from all the work we had to do for my finals. These exams always have me on my edge debating whether my life is really worth all this effort and pain. However as a great legend once said,

"A piece of paper can not decide my future"

That is not a moto I stick by tho, it's just something I like to say to myself when I've done bad on a test and I need consolation. Else everyone on earth knows it a piece of paper does determine your future however if you do bad it doesn't mean that it's just cuz of your incapabilities. Everyone is capable it's just a matter of discovering it and working hard.

Now enough of the TED talk I'm really hungry.  Getting back to my dorm I rushed and heated some water to have a nice cup of boiling noodles along with anything I find that will keep me entertained and make me feel happy. Cuz it's a feel good meal, not a I'm good on your tummy meal.

So I grabbed everything that looked appetizing which concluded to a big bag of spicy chips, some coke, a half eaten ice cream pint along with my warm noodles.

Filling my tub with some water I waited for the water to cool. Setting the tub table I placed the food that had to be eaten first, and the rest i let it rest on the floor. Turning around I opened my drawer to see if I had any of those bath bombs or shower oils which I'm very unlikely to purchase but well my roomate could have.

Rummaging through a bunch of tampons for emergency , condoms, lube, deos, perfumes, I couldn't find it. So I opened my drawer below it which he clearly never opens cuz of the amount of dust collected on it. Opening it I see an unopened gift. Deciding to open it after I'm done eating I place it along with the stuff on the floor.

The waters half way full and I don't prefer the tub fully filled. So I went and tied up my hair removed my clothes. Turning off the tap I rested in the warm water making sure the tub table was not getting even slightly wet.

Opening my noodles I saw the steam escape and moaned in delight. "Yummy yummy food." Eating it I realised how hungry I was cuz despite of it being that hot i finished it in 5 minutes while sipping coke in the middle to calm my tongue.

Looking at my coke i kissed it because who fuckin doesn't love this it's such a blessing to this earth. Uff.

Taking a sip of it i relaxed in the tub and finished it. Seeing the ice cream I felt like a serial killer knowing that what I was about to do was wrong but so sinfully delightful that I was going to have regrets but that's for later. Licking my lips i opened the ice cream and started eating it.

After having two spoons I realised I had no music. What the hell!!!

I was halfway done and I didn't have music??

Gently pushing away my table while still having my spoon in my mouth I got up to look for my phone. Since my roommate wasn't home tonight I could walk around naked without a fear. Getting out of the bathroom I went into the kitchen looking for it. Finding my bag I opened it and started looking through it.

"Y/N!! WHAT THE HELL?! YOU WERE SO BEAUTIFUL?? WHAT THE FUCK!! SINCE WHEN!!" Oh! I realised he was home. What a jerk.

"Since always you just didn't have the eyes, Mingyu." I replied to him taking my phone and leaving.