wake me up when I die 《°•♡Sapity/Quacknap♡•°》

It's all just a bad dream, but I don't wanna wake up anymore

Ok tbh you can't wing it and I don't know how I feel about this chapter but as I said this was rushed and if it gets attention then I'll go back and edit it adding more chapters
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Another rainy night, another night me and sapnap were sitting against the wall "hey Quackity?" He asks his head layed in my lap "hm?" I hum looking down at him he gulps and says something that I question everynight

"what are we?" He says leaning up "w..what do you want us to be?" I ask making eye contact with him

I've never felt awkward when making eye contact with him his beautiful brown eyes are like a void that I could get lost in for hours they say a person's eyes are the window to their soul so what do I see when I look into his eyes? I see the hurt he's had yet he still smiles I see the tears he's cried but he still wakes up every morning and tries to have a good day I see what lays under the surface I see what he reveals to no one but this time it was different I felt awkward when making eye contact with him I break it just as quickly as I made it

"do you wanna be my boyfriend Quackity?" He asks causing me to look back at him but it was different this time

he looked vulnerable like hearing the word no would just shatter him into a million pieces then and there but I was stuck I couldn't say anything the only thing I could do was let the single tear that fell from my eye drip down to my lap "is that a no...?" He asked hurt in his voice

Silence

The most beautiful but dangerous thing in life but silence I held I had tensed up I couldn't even blink "I guess I read this wrong..." he says turning his head to the ground "I'll see you tomorrow Alex" he said between tears standing up and beginning to walk away

I don't know if it was the little bit... okay lot of alcohol in my system but the moment I realized he slipped from out of my grasp was the moment I shot up and grabbed him pulling him into a kiss

Not lustful

But also not not lustful

The moment I got back down from cloud nine and realized my lips were latched onto his I felt the fire ignite inside of me

The fuse was laid out all along it just needed the flame and I found it

I found him

And I wasn't gonna let him go not even a cold hard wooden casket is gonna cause my heart to unlatch from his but I did have to unlatch my lips from his "yes" I said breathing heavily "yes I will be your boyfriend Sapnap" I said once more